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"Who needs to go to sleep, when I got you next to me?" ♪
Tune: www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HDEHj2yzew
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Title inspired by the Led Zeppelin studio album released in 1975.
Thai style graffiti on vacant buildings along the Phet Kasem Highway in Prachuap Khiri Khan.
The River Tawang and Jung Falls(also known as Nuranang Falls) in remote Tawang valley in the north-eastern state of Arunachal Pradesh,India.It was a cloudy evening ,the light was very dim and I have tried to do my best.:-)
I feel there are two kinds of people - those who love the mountains and those who don't.Thankfully I belong to the former category.The grandeur,the remoteness ,the mysterious and breathtaking beauty and the subtle challenge posed by mountains to your inner and physical strength has always fascinated me and I love going back to them again and again.:-)
The physical sun is the realm of the higher souls of the more pure and evolutionary in the Cosmos. Your soul has to be very pure and high evolutionally to be able to enter the heavenly realms of the Sun. All the other angelic souls go the Moon realm and planetary realms and the non so evolutionary souls go to the Nether worlds below Earth, to the Patala underworlds or Ades of the ancient Greeks. Below Ades or Patala is Naraka what we call Hell worlds or Tartara in ancient Greek.
The souls that live now in the Sun realm we may call them gods for they are responsible and guardians of the Earth and the planetary worlds. The fate and destiny of the Earth is in their hands and they control its fate.
Now we enter the Solar maximum when we have many explosions of the sun in the form of flares bombarding our Earth and its (magnetic) atmosphere. These flares now have significant power and energy energising the Earth and its inhabitants. The flares that hit the Earth in this period of Solar maximum will have a great spiritual and energetic and purifying effect in all beings now living on Earth. The physical beings now living on Earth even the plants and animals will have to be purified in order to withstand these higher energies coming from the Sun. Not everyone will manage to withstand these purifications waves coming from the sun and many will succumb to them not being able to withstanding its energies for they have not been prepared by God to handle these high elevated energies. Many will suffer from illnesses and various karmas not being able to handle these purifying energies. The purification of the energy of the sun will continue non stop through this year and the next till all that remains on Earth is purified.
Many souls knew this coming and had prepare themselves by purifying their bodies with pure sathwic foods and purifying their minds and heart with godly thoughts and sentiments loving all Gods creations. The Avatar of the Lord also descended on Earth and gathered the lovers of God beside Him the previous decades and gave them the instructions and teachings necessary to purify their souls and bodies to be able to withstand the purification rays coming from the sun this solar maximum.
From this purification that is now happening from the Sun rays and flares all the consciousness on Earth will rise to an unprecedented level heralding the Golden Age of humanity and closing the Kali Yuga of wars and strife and vengeance among the souls now living on Earth.
The Earth and its inhabitants are now entering a new Era of peace and love and truth and justice after this purification ends in the next two years and only those who will withstand this purification happening now will continue to live and inhabit the Earth.
Only deva, that is God like people will walk on the surface of the Earth during this Golden Age of humanity called by the Veda as the Sathya Yuga, the Age of Truth.
So do not be afraid and in panic for the gods living now in the Sun realm know what are they doing and how they will use the flares that are ejected by the sun. They hold the destiny of Earth in their hands trusted by the almighty God fully in unison with Him. At the right time a big flare will emanate from the Sun that will finish the purification process and then Earth and its inhabitants will shine in a new splendour, the splendour of the Golden Age of Truth !
Cleo has been very lazy during the holidays but now it's time to resume our normal life. According to Cleo there is nothing "normal" about a fitness training, though, and I seriously doubt that physical activity has played any major role in her New Year's resolutions, apart - maybe - from the resolution to avoid it whenever she can. You can't let a human have the last say after all.
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Lysandra coridon has a wingspan of 30–36 millimetres (1.2–1.4 in).[4] These small butterflies present a sexual dimorphism. This species' physical appearance can be described as males having pale silvery-blue upperside of the wings with a submarginal line of grey spots on the hindwings and a thin brown and white chequered fringe. Females have dark brown upperside of wings, with marginal orange spots and also with chequered fringes.[5] The underside of the wings show a light ochre colouration, several dark spots surrounded by white, a submarginal line of black marks, a series of marginal orange spots on the hindwings and a blue dusting near the body.
As with many blue butterflies, separation from similar species in the field is on the underside markings. Aberrations are common.
Common love isn't for us..
We created something phenomenal..
Don't you agree?
Who needs to go to sleep, when I got you next to me?
Thank you Photoclub for the incentive to get out and try something new again... ♥
So they said let's get physical and sweat. Have you ever done Yoga? They teach you healthy mind/healthy body and visa versa.
So here you go... and you can't go have the burn without your friends in arms with you... One zonked out 15 minutes into the exercise. One started to combust... and of course my faithful little buddies dancing on the music box. Meow decided now was a good time for a cat nap in the sun
🎼: Let's Get Physical ~ Olivia Newton John~
Let's get physical, physical
I wanna get physical
Let's get into physical
Let me hear your body talk, your body talk
Let me hear your body talk
Let's get physical, physical
I wanna get physical
Let's get into physical
Let me hear your body talk, your body talk
Let me hear your body talk
Some honourable mentions: Rezz Room for the combustable Pug and my cat; Aardvark for my little critters (they are my heart ♥); Synnergy Tavis for the back drop; Thank you to the other designers for my hair.. clothing etc.
View from Iidabashi Station (飯田橋駅) toward southwest with the stone base of Ushigome-mitsuke checkpoint (牛込見附) and the Sotobori moat installed with the railway tracks of Chuuou Line.
Two photos were merged to get this image.
Despite intensive urban development, this area retains the original appearance of the citadel and Sotobori. The road in the photo leads to the Tayasu-mon gate of Kitanomaru compound where Budokan is located.
Mitsuke (見附) is a gate with a checkpoint often combined with a bridge over the moat. There were 8 gates in Edo, which were called -mitsuke. Similar checkpoints were often called -mon (門 gate) like Kita Hanebashi-mon and Hirakawa-mon.
Sotobori had been the physical boundary of the Samurai area during the Edo Period, which almost overlaps the present-day Chiyoda City except for the Kanda area that was part of Shitamachi, the downtown and commoners' area.
The left half of this photo belongs to Chiyoda City. Shinjuku City across the moat in the right and Bunkyou City outside of the frame are located outside of Sotobori. I don't know which City Iidabashi Station belongs to.
It was a silly conduct that the local governments of Bunkyou
and Shinjuku Cities decided to fill a short section of the outer moat in the opposite direction of this photo despite its historical, architectural and cultural importance of the neighbourhood.
The highly tangled-up intersection as uploaded previously is also located on the opposite side of Iidabashi Station.
"Sea Shell, Sea Shell, Sing me a song,
A song of ships, and sailor men,
And parrots, and tropical trees,
Of islands, fishes and corals under the waves
And seahorses stabled in great green caves"
Holding a beautiful seashell and connecting distant places as shells are a bridge between the physical and the supernatural realm.
Shot with an HTC RE from the white island 'magical island' at Ras Mohamed National Park, only visible during low tide.
One of the most beautiful sites all over the world known for its clear water and exquisite coral reefs.
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Blythe Physical Challenge #33 - Me and my shadow
Eeeeek ... run Audrey, run ... the library claw is about to get you!!!
The Alaska Railroad has no physical connection to the rest of the North American rail network. But that doesn't prevent them from having a robust interchange. The ARR owns a service and interchanges weekly with the BNSF and UP in Seattle via barges owned and operated under contract by Alaska Marine Lines.
The barge pictured here is the Aqua Train (blt 1982) and is owned and operated by Foss Maritime under contract to CN. Whittier is the designated interchange point and once loaded on the barge this is a CN "train." Currently the aqua train makes two round trips per month between Prince Rupert and Whittier.
This unique drone's eye down on view shows the 8 track layout that tapers to 6 on one end with two switches on the deck. This is to accommodate the layout of the slip in Prince Rupert which does not allow the barge to move to four positions like they can here (the AML barges are 8 straight tracks and the barge is shifted side to side to line up with the two track slip). This barge is loaded completely to the gills with 45 cars of southbound interchange. Lashed to her bow on the port side is the 118.7 ft long Justine Foss, a 4300 hp tug built in 1976.
Whittier, Alaska
Saturday October 8, 2016
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I begin this photographic story with a description, starting from far away, from very far away, it is a story that speaks of chains, innocent men condemned to death, a voice that comes from a painting, chains that break by themselves, a barred door that opens spontaneously: we are in Palermo (Sicily), it is the 23rd (18th is also reported) August 1392 during the reign of Martin V, the Marina square (located in the Kalsa district of Palermo), overlooking the port (Cala), is the place designated for capital executions by hanging, in this way the population and sailors can witness the hangings, a few meters from the square is the church of " Our Lady of the Port", also known as the "church of the chain" due to the presence nearby of one end of a large and long chain which, when hooked to the two sides of the entrance from the sea to the port, thus put under tension, the same prevented Saracen pirate ships from entering it; the gallows is now ready for three condemned men to death, the sudden arrival of a violent storm prevents the imminent execution, the gendarmes and the condemned men take refuge in the nearby church of Our Lady of the Port, avoiding reaching the prison, the gendarmes tie the three unfortunate men with double chains, barricade the heavy church door from inside, the execution is postponed until the next day; during the night the gendarmes fall asleep, the three condemned men certainly cannot sleep, that is their last night, they approach a painting of the Virgin Mary placed on the altar, ask mercy from the Holy Mother, they invoke her incessantly, a voice is heard coming from the Sacred Image, the Divine Infant that Mary holds in Her arms has granted them freedom, the chains break without making a sound, the door opens spontaneously, the three incredulous men come out into the square, news of what happened immediately spreads, the gendarmes awakened by the clamor recapture the three condemned men, but the population resists, requests the intervention of the king, who arrives and learns of what happened, since the miracle has occurred he considers them innocent and therefore declares them free. Thus was born the cult of the "Our Lady of the Chain", She holds a long chain in Her hands. She is attributed the gift of Powerful Liberator, from all kinds of constraints, both physical and psychological. This cult quickly spread throughout Sicily, but also beyond, to Calabria, Puglia, Campania, and Lazio. In the locality of Cronarmerina, in the Piazza Armerina area (Enna), it is said that in the event of a difficult birth, the chain held by the statue of Our Lady of the Chain was placed on the pregnant woman's belly, thus facilitating the birth. This beginning introduces the current photographic story made on the first Sunday of May 2025, taken on the occasion of the "Great Feast" that Castiglione di Sicilia (Catania) dedicates to its Most Holy. The patron saint, Our Lady of the Chain, is celebrated every 5 years (with several exceptions). This celebration is characterized by the carrying in procession of the heavy marble statue, weighing approximately 800 kgs, made by the Gagini school, through the streets of the town, together with the relic of the “Virgin Mary’s Hair”. Every year, the “normal” celebration is celebrated, without carrying the Sacred Effigy in procession, always on the first Sunday in May and the second Sunday in August. Extraordinary events attributed to this Virgin Mary Statue have occurred in Castiglione. In 1612, the "miracle of sweating" occurred, linked to the "redemption of the mere and mixed empire." In short, during the Aragonese and Spanish occupation, Castiglione di S. (S. as Sicily) was subject to the rule of feudal lords, who exercised the "mere and mixed empire," thus having full powers of jurisdictional sovereignty over Castiglione in place of the king. The population attempted to "redeem" these rights to escape taxes and feudal arbitration, obtain their own autonomy, and be administered by royal magistrates. It is said that during a critical moment in the attempt to redeem the "mere and mixed empire," the statue of the Our Lady of the Chain "sweated," a supernatural phenomenon interpreted as the participation of the Blessed Virgin Mary and Her Infant in the suffering of the population, with her approval and protection in the process of redemption-liberation (a manuscript records what happened). In April 1809, after weeks of incessant prayers, the Statue was carried in procession to invoke Our Lady of the Chain to halt the advance of a lava flow from volcano Etna that threatened to destroy homes and fields in the Castiglione area. In 1879, the Statue was carried in procession behind the Castle to invoke the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary to put out a devastating fire; in 1946, at the end of World War II, a solemn procession was organized with the heavy Statue carried on shoulders, to thank the Blessed Virgin Mary for the end of the conflict; in 2020, the "Great Feast" was not celebrated due to the Covid-virus emergency. One aspect worthy of consideration is the deep attachment of the population of Castiglione di S. to the cult of Our Lady of the Chain, a cult that becomes a distinctive feature in the small communities of people of Castiglione scattered across many countries, some very far away. For example, in an interview with people who have moved to Australia (including their children or grandchildren) and now live in Brisbane or Sydney, we read that in every home of people off Castiglione there are always iconographic elements of Our Lady of the Chain, sacred images, small statues, postcards, paintings. And so, the anniversary of the "Great Feast” which occurs every 5 years, is a long-awaited moment for those who live abroad. The time comes to organize themselves into groups, take those who can, the same flight, and thus return to their native land, embrace their families again, and be able to see the Most Holy Mother again who "visits the town" walking its streets. A little curiosity: the first names "Cateno" or "Catena" are typically Sicilian names, originating from this Marian devotion. For example, our current and well-known mayor of Taormina (Messina), a politician, is named Cateno De Luca, as is the writer Catena Fiorello. Finally, a personal thought of mine: my paternal grandfather emigrated to the USA to find work and support his family. My grandmother remained in Taormina with their two children, her work as a photographer (she was the daughter of Gaetano D'Agata, assistant photographer of Baron-photographer Wilhelm von Gloeden, as I mentioned in a previous photo story) was not enough. My grandfather subsequently had to return to Sicily prematurely due to the outbreak of World War II. This photographic story of mine was created with constant, unceasing thought of all those Sicilians who emigrated abroad for work.
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Inizio questo racconto fotografico con descrizione, partendo da lontano, da molto lontano, è una storia che parla di catene, uomini innocenti condannati a morte, una voce che proviene da un quadro, catene che si spezzano da sole, un portone sbarrato che si apre spontaneamente: siamo a Palermo (Sicilia), è il 23 (viene anche riportato il 18) agosto 1392 durante il regno di Martino V, la Piazza Marina (si trova nel quartiere Kalsa di Palermo), si affaccia sul porto (Cala), è il luogo deputato alle esecuzioni capitali per impiccagione, in tal modo la popolazione ed i marinai possono assistere alle impiccagioni, a pochi metri dalla piazza si trova la chiesa di “S.Maria del porto”, conosciuta anche come la “chiesa della catena” per la presenza nelle vicinanze di una estremità di una grossa e lunga catena che, quando agganciata ai due lati dell’ingresso dal mare del porto, messa così in tensione, la stessa impediva alle navi pirata saracene di entrarvi dentro; la forca è ora pronta per tre condannati a morte, l’improvviso sopraggiungere di un violento temporale impedisce l’imminente esecuzione, gendarmi e condannati riparano nella vicina chiesa di S. Maria, evitando di raggiungere il carcere, i gendarmi legano i tre malcapitati con doppie catene, sbarrano da dentro il pesante portone della chiesa, l’esecuzione viene rimandata all’indomani; durante la notte i gendarmi si addormentano, i tre condannati non possono certo dormire, quella è la loro ultima notte, si avvicinano ad un quadro della Madonna posto sull’altare, chiedono misericordia alla Madre Santissima, la invocano incessantemente, una voce si ode provenire dalla Sacra Immagine, il Divino Infante che Maria sorregge in braccio ha concesso loro la libertà, le catene si spezzano senza fare rumore, il portone si spalanca spontaneamente, i tre increduli escono nella piazza, si sparge immediatamente la notizia di quanto accaduto, i gendarmi svegliati dal clamore riacciuffano i tre condannati, ma la popolazione si oppone, richiede l’intervento del re, il quale sopraggiunge e viene a conoscenza dell’accaduto, poiché c’è stato il miracolo li considera innocenti e quindi li dichiara liberi. Così nacque il culto per la “Madonna della Catena”, Ella regge tra le mani una lunga catena, Le viene attribuito il dono di Potente Liberatrice, da ogni sorta di costrizione in senso lato, fisico e psichico, culto che rapidamente si diffonde maggiormente in tutta la Sicilia, ma anche oltre, in Calabria, Puglia, Campania, Lazio. In località Cronarmerina, sul territorio di Piazza Armerina (Enna), si racconta che in presenza di un parto difficile, sulla gestante si adagiava sul ventre la catena tenuta in mano dalla statua della Madonna della Catena, per favorirne così il parto. Questo incipit, per introdurre l’attuale racconto fotografico, realizzato la prima domenica di maggio del 2025, in occasione della “Festa Grande” che Castiglione di Sicilia (Catania) dedica alla sua SS. Patrona, la Madonna della Catena, che viene celebrata ogni 5 anni (con diverse eccezioni) caratterizzata dal portare in processione la pesante statua di marmo, del peso di circa 800 kg, ad opera della scuola dei Gagini, per le vie del paese, insieme alla reliquia del “Capello della Madonna”, mentre ogni anno si celebra la festa “normale”, senza portare in processione il Sacro Simulacro, sempre la prima domenica di maggio, e la seconda domenica di agosto. Eventi straordinari in quel di Castiglione, attribuiti a questa Madonna ne sono accaduti, nel 1612 avvenne il “miracolo della sudorazione”, legato al “riscatto del mero et mixto imperio”, in breve, Castiglione di S. durante l’occupazione aragonese e spagnola, era soggetta al dominio da parte di signori feudali, che esercitavano il “mero et mixto imperio”, avevano così pieni poteri di sovranità giurisdizionale su Castiglione al posto del re, la popolazione cercò di “riscattare” questi diritti per sottrarsi a tasse ed arbìtri feudali, ottenere una propria autonomia, ed essere amministrati dai magistrati regi, si narra che durante un momento critico del tentativo di riscatto del “mero et mixto imperio” la statua della Madonna della Catena avrebbe “sudato”, fenomeno sovrannaturale interpretato come partecipazione della SS. Maria e del Suo Infante alle sofferenze della popolazione, con la Sua approvazione e protezione nel processo di riscatto – liberazione (si legge quanto accaduto in un manoscritto). Nell’aprile 1809 dopo settimane di incessanti preghiere, la statua fu portata in processione, per invocare la Madonna della Catena nel fermare l’avanzare di una colata lavica proveniente dall’Etna che minacciava di distruggere case e campi del territorio di Castiglione; nel 1879 la statua fu portata in processione dietro il Castello, per invocare l’intercessione della SS. Maria per far cessare un devastante incendio; nel 1946 alla fine della seconda guerra mondiale, si organizzò una solenne processione con la pesante statua portata in spalla, per ringraziare la SS. Maria per la fine del conflitto mondiale; nel 2020 la “Festa Grande” non fu celebrata, causa l’emergenza dettata dal Covid-virus. Un aspetto degno di considerazione è il profondo attaccamento della popolazione di Castiglione di S. al culto della Madonna della Catena, culto che diviene una nota distintiva nelle piccole comunità di Castiglionesi che si trovano sparse in molte nazioni, alcune lontanissime, ad esempio, in una intervista a persone trapiantate in Australia (anche, i loro figli od i loro nipoti) che vivono a Brisbane od a Sydney, si legge che in ogni casa di castiglionesi sono sempre presenti elementi iconografici della Madonna della Catena, immagini sacre, piccole statue, cartoline, quadri, ed ecco che la ricorrenza della “Festa Grande” che si verifica ogni 5 anni, è un momento attesissimo da coloro che vivono all’estero, giunge il momento di organizzarsi in gruppi, prendere chi può, lo stesso volo aereo, e così ritornare alla terra natia, riabbracciare i familiari, poter rivedere la SS. Madre che “fa visita al paese” percorrendo le sue strade. Una piccola curiosità, il nome proprio di persona “Cateno o Catena”, sono nomi tipicamente siciliani, provengono da questa devozione mariana, ad esempio il nostro attuale e conosciuto sindaco di Taormina (ME), uomo politico, si chiama Cateno De Luca, od anche la scrittrice Catena Fiorello. Infine, un mio personale pensiero, mio nonno paterno emigrò negli USA per cercare lavoro e così poter mantenere la famiglia, mia nonna restò a Taormina con i loro due figli, il suo lavoro come fotografa (era la figlia di Gaetano D’Agata, assistente fotografo del barone-fotografo Wilhelm von Gloeden, ne ho parlato in un mio precedente racconto fotografico) non era sufficiente, successivamente mio nonno dovette anzitempo rientrare in Sicilia per il presentarsi del conflitto mondiale, questo mio racconto fotografico è stato realizzato pensando costantemente, incessantemente, a tutti quei Siciliani emigrati all’estero per necessità di lavoro.
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Common wood pigeons, scientifically known as Columba palumbus, are highly popular among bird enthusiasts for several reasons. They are far larger than the urban pigeons, with distinctive physical features, including a plump body, broad wings, and grayish-blue feathers with white patches.
This swamp sparrow - the same one as in the previous picture - reminded me that calling is quite a physical exercise for birds. I captured it several times when calling and every single time it squeezed its eye into a non-circular shape with its eye-ring protruding quite a bit.
The physical limits
Thanks to the confinement at home I have discovered a bush of begonias. This one is invaded by a swarm of tiny snails that feed on it. At first I wanted to eradicate them but later I decided to observe and photograph them. They are minuscule in size of just 4mm and this implies developing all the technique I have in macroscopic photography. I have worked with my Nikon D750 and D500 cameras, the TC 1´7 and a Kenko 36 mm extension ring. All this assembly has been stabilized by a BENRO LB200 rail and a Leofoto LH40 ball joint. I am enjoying a lot.
'New topographics" - When landscape photography moved from the celebration of the beauty of nature to a visual critique of humanity's expansion into the wild.
"topographic" - relating to the arrangement of the physical features of an area.
"new topographics" - 1970's photographic movement appreciating the beauty of the banal in human altered landscape
camera; Minolta SRT 201
lens: Minolta MD 28mm 2.8
film: portra 400
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It can happen to anyone, from any walk of life.
20 years ago I had a career that I was incredibly proud of, saving lives, I had a home, mortgage, car and disposable income. I was confident and, even though I hate to blow my own trumpet, I was incredibly good at the work that I did.
I was, however, bullied, harassed, abused, belittled and ostracised by management and many colleagues in a toxic environment where this behaviour had spread like a cancer. This went on daily for 13 years. I thought that I was 'ignoring' it and just knuckling down in my work. I didn't know, until it was too late, that this was damaging both my physical and mental health.
After some time off due to a stress breakdown I returned and the bullying turned into a witch hunt. They succeeded. My mental and physical health had been destroyed. I was wrongly advised to resign by a union that had representatives embedded in management. I was too unwell to pursue any means of recompense.
Losing my career lead to my first Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy attack. This one was nearly fatal.
I have suffered from Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) for at least 20 years as a direct result of this. Only finally receiving help for the condition last year after years of medical denial because the establishment at the time did not understand the connection between non-life threatening instances and PTSD despite mounting evidence. Thankfully it is much better understood today.
The bullies took my career, my confidence, my identity, my physical health, my mental health and now they have taken my relationship and my home. My ex being unable to cope with my PTSD and reacting to it in a way that was making it worse in a cycle that just destroyed our relationship.
Now, unable to work and unable to claim benefits for the moment, unwell, terrified and struggling at times to cope with basic life things, I am facing this horrendous situation that is so daunting there are times that my thoughts go to a very dark place.
I never imagined any of this would happen to me. I was on top of the world back in the early 2000s. The best time of my entire life.
Maybe I deserved this. Maybe I did something terrible in a former life. I don't know. I can't make sense of it.
I don't want to give up just yet. I want to fight back. I just have so little actual physical support. PTSD can cause isolation. Distrust. Withdrawal.
I have lost my few best friends since moving to Scotland for numerous reasons outside of my control. My family are 300 miles away and offer just loving thoughts. I am on my own.
On Friday I will be completely on my own for the first time in 20 years. This time without the confidence and abilities I had back then. I have to try and find them but without safety, comfort and familiarity I face an impossible task. It can take monumental effort just to cook a simple meal. PTSD is a terrible thing to have.
I am sharing my story as I don't know when or how I will return to Flickr.
Photography has been my recovery. My saviour from PTSD. An adrenaline kick from street photography, the excitement of the edit when you return home. Sharing my photographs with you and taking time to enjoy your photographs. The Flickr routine has kept my sanity and been an important part of my day for years now. I fully intend to return but the odds are against me at least for the moment.
Some of you wanted to help by donating towards the expensive Internet costs I will face in temporary housing.
I hate asking for help but please know that I am incredibly grateful for the help that I have received, both financially and otherwise. Just knowing that people care is a help in itself.
If you wish to keep in touch with me via WhatsApp while I am unable to get my PC online then please Flickrmail me your contact details. (bearing in mind that over the next few days my time is limited).
My PC will be packed tomorrow so I may make one more post before I go. I'll make sure it is a happier picture.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am profoundly thankful for the friendships and acquaintances that I have made here. You are all wonderful, awesome people. Thank you.
Homelessness can happen to anyone.
Experiencing Things Physical
While capturing things with my eye
Walking forward, backward, and spinning around
I have the gift of time spent
And a wondering mind
It's magical and explainable
A story told in words and photos by me.
Another work of short poetry or prose to complement the image captured one afternoon in northern New Mexico with the southern Rocky Mountains. The view is looking to the northwest to the ridges and peaks with the Brazos Cliffs in the Tusas Mountains. This was at a roadside pullout along U.S. Route 64. With this image, I zoomed in a little with the focal length to center the cliffs off in the distance, while still including some foreground interest with the nearby grassy meadow and forest of evergreen trees.
I saw these walking around one of my favorite neighborhoods called Tangle Town here in St. Paul Mn. I never saw these before! ; )
The celosia caracas are a very versatile plant with an unusual, yet elegant, shaped flower that can display quite a lot of different shapes, sizes and vibrant colors. This flower is often referred to as a cockscomb and is a more popular term used by gardeners due to its appearance.
This plant has a unique physical characteristic; displaying feather-like, fluffy, floral plumes that have a mystical quality, blowing in the wind with even the slightest breeze.
Due to intense harm and evil choices of others you are faced with so much darkness, devastation, difficulty, physical and emotional pain and suffering, unpredictability, fear, terror and so many other challenges that almost completely crush you which you are unable to express with words. And amidst all this suffering, when it feels like too much and you want to quit trying to survive, you work to keep looking for light and moving forward in healthy ways even when it seems impossible. Thank you for pressing on at a pace appropriate for you by working to care for yourself through many forms of nourishment, working to receive healthy support through God’s faithfulness and people who deeply care for you, through rest, tears, and graceful acknowledgment of truth and reality. You still have a long way to go on this journey and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
#NotetoSelf
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These images were created simply using my phone during two of my recent hospitalizations for some intense difficulties following a very overwhelming procedure which all stems from and activates the effects of childhood trauma/abuse. This was one of my efforts to try to help myself cope during this extremely challenging time.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.”
John 1:5
[this series of images created on 6-13 & 17-2023]