redmaiko tagged me.

you're supposed to pick your favorite doll and tell their story.

as much as I hate to play favorites 'cause I'd like to think that I love all my kiddos equally, just for different reasons, Lena is definitely my favorite.

Lena is my oldest character. She started out as a picture that a friend drew for me for my birthday back in I think 2004, which then evolved into a custom feedable pixel doll pet thing in a shop on GaiaOnline that the same friend who drew the picture originally created along with her husband. Myself along with a lot of other people who frequented the shop developed roleplay characters for some of our dolls, and would roleplay with eachother in a guild on Gaia that the owners of the shop created for us to use. So as a character Lena dates back to about mid 2005, but I'd say she's very different that she was back then and has evolved a lot as far as style and personality goes.

When I started to become interested in BJDs, I thought it would be really cool for Lena to be able to actually exist physically since her character is really special to me; so I started to look around and settled on a DollZone Aimi. I soon realized that Aimi just really wasn't quite Lena and started planning to redoll her as a minifee Ryeon as soon as I could afford it/after I'd gotten a few other dolls. Well, that time came a little sooner than I'd originally thought it would, but I couldn't be happier 'cause she's absolutely perfect and everything that I want her to be.

So that's a bit on how she came to be as a character, here's some info about who she actually is xD

Her name is Lena Maddox, she's 22 years old and her birthday is March 22nd.

She has an older brother named Michael, and a "sister" (they're not actually related, but might as well be) named Isabella.

She works as a sales clerk and teacher at a music shop that Isabella owns, called The Music Stand, she teaches piano, guitar, and voice lessons most regularly; but she can play several other instruments and will give lessons for other things occasionally when the need arises.

She does play quite a lot of instruments proficiently, but has been playing piano for the longest (since she was a child) and it is by far her instrument of choice. She doesn't play publicly very often, she mostly plays just for work and her own enjoyment.

She's rather nerdy and loves Harry Potter, WoW, anything Whedon, musicals, anime, video games, and stuffed animals, just to name a few things.

She was in a 6-ish year relationship with her exboyfriend Shinji that ended last year when they both a conceded that the relationship had run it's course and it was going nowhere.

She's now in a relationship with Erin (belongs to Knibitz) who she met because Erin kept creepin' in the shop and Lena got her a job there so she could at least be helpful if she was going to be there all the time anyway xD

So that was really long winded, and I give many props to any of you who actually read it all xD

I hope that some of you enjoyed getting to know my bb a little better :3

many apologies to anyone who I tag that's already been tagged, I'm so bad at paying attention and never know who's already done what...

oh, and for those curious.

this is the original drawing. img707.imageshack.us/img707/8482/lenanoflutter.jpg

and this is the pixel doll version. img38.imageshack.us/img38/8527/lenanowings.png

very very different that what she's evolved into, I know xD

and she's supposed to have angel wings tattooed on her upper back as sort of a nod to the original drawing, I just haven't actually gotten around to doing them yet ^_^;;

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Black and White: www.flickr.com/photos/technicolorrain/2973725108/

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broke navicular & talus bone.

2 screws, 1 pin.

I suppose i should tell the story of the charm bracelet....

Atlas Charm: Because i love to travel the world...From my grandmother who lives in England

J Charm: For Jessica

Peace Charm: Because who doesn't wish they were born in the sixties...from my boyfriend's mom

Heart Charm: Please return to Tiffany ... because it's where i belong...my first piece of Tiffany silver from my mom on my 21st birthday

Lock Charm: Because you still get to keep gifts from exboyfriends when they're from Tiffany

Circle Charm: Engraved McMaster2007 - my University graduation

Starfish Charm: Because I am a waterbaby beach lover

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Innuendo, anyone?

We trade tit for tat like that for this

And I don't think that there was an insult that was missed

I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and I'm very sorry

Cause thats what I'm waiting for

That's what I'm waiting for

That's what I'm waiting for, aren't I?

This photo is going to double for a 52 week and item collab.

For obsession I was going to do something completely different, but this one I think is a much stronger concept. It is about being obsessed with finding somebody. How being on your own and independent is a wonderful, fulfilling feeling, but at the same time there are so many moments you just want to share with somebody intimately. All of the words in this photo connect to each other and they are all things that I am obsessed with finding right now. Trust me, I'm happy without the obligation of a significant other, but I can't help but thinking about it so much that I'm beginning to think it's becoming an obsession. Whether it is bad or good, I am not really sure.

On a more personal note: this song has great significance to me. Shortly after we started dating, my ex, ex boyfriend wrote the all the lyrics out to this song and dedicated to me, as if it were speaking about me. After we broke up, for the next year and a half it reminded me of him whenever I heard it and I would break down and cry. A year and a half later, here I am in the middle of nowhere New York at college and was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend at the time. I put on a dress I had worn to a dance with the Mike years ago while listening to this song and I just broke down. Erik came over as soon as I called him and held me there while I cried for no reason but dead memories and I remembered why my last relationship ended and the new one had begin. I don't think I ever fell as hard for somebody as quickly as I did for Erik. This song now makes me cry not because it reminds me of the shit I went through with Mike, but how Erik was there for me when I needed him most, which is what I miss having and am obsessed to find.

So it is possible to make new memories out of old ones.

11/52

Obsession

22/31

Words

“People are trapped in history and history is trapped in them."

So yeah, that's one of my new shirts that I bought yesterday :) I was going to wear a kind of shirt-dress that's magenta with silver design, but as I looked at myself in the mirror, ready to go to school in that outfit, I kept doubting it. So, I backed out and changed into new jeans and this shirt. I don't know why I chickened out. Maybe it's because I'm worried about what people will think when they see my legs. Especailly my ginormous thighs. Maybe it's because I'm afraid of what "Dan" and my ex will say...

I want to wear it, but I'm not sure.

Anywho, I walked home with "Bob" today. It was fun. We talked about fact and opinion and him being "better" than everyone at everything. His ego and such. We had a good time. We didn't have a snowball fight like we did yesterday, but it was still nice. We talked about karate and Shihan and the class I taught yesterday. And how he never comes to stripe tests. I liked it, and as I walked away from him so he could walk home and I could as well, I realized that maybe... Just maybe, I'm over him. I still love him and it still hurts a bit, but for the most part, I'm okay. I miss being held in someone's arms or getting a surprise kiss on the side of the face, but it'll come again.

...Soon...

...and I want 'soon' to get here....soon.

Anyway, there's a stripe test tonight. I talked to the class last night seriously and I hope that did some good. Most of them aren't even ready, but that's up to Shihan, not me. A lot don't even know their lower rank katas or the katas they've known for two months. I know two months isn't that long, but it's enough time to practice the kata and get it down for a test. I'm not being hard, I'm being fair. They should know this.

But whatever. It's not my problem if they don't want to practice and be the best they can. Shihan and Sensei and myself will still push them.

Day 39.... Trapped?

"Then, it seemed like a one car wreck

But I knew it was a horrid tragedy

Ways to make the tiny satisfaction disappear

You wear your ruins well"

("Putting Holes in Happiness" by Marilyn Manson.) I just stumbled across the lyrics and started reading. Never heard the song. I was listening to "Fight Song" by Marilyn Manson though.... :) Good song.

~Anonymous

The story behind the CD is back in the 90s, but it's the only thing in my house that will always remind me of the person who took it from me, amongst other things. Out anything else he could have had, this was the one thing he wanted to hold onto from me, I guess.

Back in late 2006, I was screwing around on myspace looking to see if anyone I knew was also using the social networking site, and I ran across my ex's page. There wasn't much listed on it, but it did show that he was at least logging in. I pondered about messaging him to see what he was up to. I just couldn't do it at that time although.

After we broke up in '99, there we some questions in my mind if it was really my fault, and what I could have done to make the relationship better. We dated for about four months, and was my first serious relationship. I loved the guy, and couldn't imagine at that time spending my life with anyone else. The downside to him was a whole lot of emotional issues, and he wouldn't talk to me about his feelings. It was much easier for him to bottle them up inside. We broke up once in that short period over a CD, and I believe it was over Barenaked Ladies' Stunt album. I didn't care for it, and wanted to keep it for some odd reason, and he was mad because I wouldn't let him have it... or something like that. But that's another story...

A few months later around February 2007, I finally got the nerve to go ahead and message him. We hadn't spoken to each other since at least April of '99, and honestly, what did I have to lose? The least I was hoping for was some questions answered, and I still cared about the guy.

I don't remember what exactly said in that first email, but I do remember saying "Guess who?" He did respond and guessed it was me. We talked for a bit back and forth about things, and he did explain some of his actions back when we were dating. I thanked him for answering those questions so I could move on and feel better about my relationship with Jay. I also felt like I wanted him to be back in my life again, and at least have a friendship.

To make a long story short, we did end up talking on the phone, and meeting a couple of times during the short time we were in contact again. I told him that I still loved him, and there was nothing that anything could do to change that. I also told him that I still wanted him to be a part of my life. The only thing was, as the title says, in the long run, it was just better if I had left well enough alone. Time doesn't heal all wounds, and some people just don't change. It was a nice couple of weeks, and this time, I was the one who burnt the bridge.

I lied when I told him that I wouldn't think of him anymore in the last email I sent to him. It's hard to cut that piece of your heart out for someone you gave it to in the pIace. I know I said some other mean things too. It's just hard, ya' know, to work on something when the other person you're working with is still dragging his feet.

Maybe I am far better off without him in my life... I guess I'll just hold onto the glass. There's some nice memories engraved in there.

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The reason I haven't uploaded in a couple of days, is because one of my good friends passed away. He was found dead yesterday at 11:30 a.m. He decided to take his own life. He was only 19

and made an impact on everybody he met. It's impossible to believe that this is true. I want to wake up from this nightmare.

I got my first tattoo today in rememberance of him. I used to have this necklace that I wore daily that Ben used to compliment everyday in High School, we talked about how great it would be if I got it tattoed on me, well today I finally decided to go through with it. I really hope you like it ben. We miss you so much, I can't understand why you would do this to us, or to the future that was waiting to be lived in front of you. It just doesn't make sense.

"I would like to reach out my hand

I may see you, I may tell you to run

You know what they say about the young"

Kyle first met Amanda by being lured to her playing of Pachelbel's Canon. He entered her house and snuck up behind her to listen. Kyle then began to feel sadness and started crying. Amanda heard and noticed him. Startled, Kyle ran back to the Trager residence. Amanda and her mother, Carol, went to the Tragers that night. Carol explained to Nicole Trager that Kyle had entered their house uninvited. Kyle was there with Nicole, and he began to develop a crush on Amanda. Amanda clearly was not as upset as her mother and even bid Kyle farewell when they left.

A few nights later, Kyle calmed a stray dog by staring it in the eye. Amanda, looking out the window, was surprised. Amanda then explained to Kyle about "down time" and how his family would have to be searching for him.

Later, while driving home, Amanda was surprised to see Kyle jumping off the roof. This caused her to crash into some trash cans. Amanda asked Kyle if she should conceal the damage done to the car or admit to the damage. Kyle then told her to simply admit it. Amanda then told Kyle to wish her luck. Later, Carol was very upset to hear that the car was damaged. Kyle then arrived to defend Amanda, lying that he had caused the wreck. Carol scolded Kyle and told him that he was not allowed near her daughter or her property.

A few days later, Lori took Kyle and Josh to the swimming pool where Amanda was a lifeguard. While Lori, Josh and Hillary talked, Kyle dove into the pool but quickly drowned. Amanda dove in after him and saved him. While she began to pat him down, he got an erection. This was very embarrassing for Kyle. That night, Amanda arrived to the Tragers' house to see Kyle. She entered Kyle's room to see many pictures drawn of her. This scared her very much. As she exited, she bumped into Kyle who was holding one of Josh's pornographic magazines. She quickly hurried out of the house. The next day, Kyle and Lori showed up for swimming lessons with her. Kyle immediately learned how to swim extraordinarily well. They spoke about the pictures he drew of her and he explained he drew so many because something was missing. She invited him over the next day while her mom was out of the house. While he visited, she explained how her father died the previous year. She also told him that to make good art, he must be able to imagine things as well. The weekend before school began, she went to a party where she met up with Kyle. Before he could speak, Amanda's boyfriend, Charlie Tanner, showed up. He was introduced to Kyle.

As school began, Amanda sat at a lunch table with Charlie which hurt Kyle's feelings. That day, Amanda and Charlie visited Kyle in the school library. After Kyle shunned Charlie, Charlie confided to Amanda that he did not think Kyle liked him. Amanda dismissed this, but later returned to the library. She questioned Kyle if he likes her in a romantic way. Kyle lied and replied, "we're friends".

A week later, a huge rainstorm hit Seattle. Since Carol was out of the house and her power went out, Amanda went over to the Tragers' house. While she, Lori, Josh, Kyle and Declan waited for the power to turn on. Kyle used a Ouija board and finds a strange number, 781227. The weather began to clear up and they went outside. After Declan makes a rude comment about someone being dead, Kyle began to become afraid, telling everyone to return into the house. As they ran, a bolt of lightning hit a flower pot, shattering it. When the power turned on, Amanda and Kyle searched 781227 on the internet. The kids talked about how bad they would feel if they didn't have a past. Amanda returned to talk to Kyle about her father in his tub which she dubbed "Wallow Central." This made Kyle feel much better.

During the basketball season, Amanda was forced to go to the Beachwood basketball games to keep Charlie's stats. During the championship, she and Lori sat together.

At the Beachwood Carnival a few weeks later, Amanda and Charlie showed up. Amanda convinced Kyle to ride on the Merry-Go-Round but was unable to convince Charlie. While on the ride, Kyle suffered a seizure. Everyone hurried to the hospital and Amanda told Lori to tell Kyle she's thinking about him.

The next weekend was Amanda's confirmation. As Amanda attempted to speak to Kyle outside the church, she was pulled away by her mother. The next day, Amanda visited Kyle and told him that he should find a saint. This prompted Kyle to go to church. The following day, at Kyle's going away party, she bid Kyle farewell.

i made this little NES when i was bored......

my exboyfriend said it looks like i was drunk when i made it........

i say fuck him in the ear!!! He can drop dead for all I care!

10/12/2012, London; Amy Winehouse's ex-boyfriend, Reg Traviss, 35, smokes outside Southwark Crown Court where he is facing a charge of rape

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I'm through with you.

Today sucked. I really don't want to get into details about why I'm in such a bad mood, but long story short, it's because of my ex. But whatever. He's being thoughtless and heartless and... a jackass. Anybody know where I can get a tank?? I need to run his ass over with it. If I hit him with a bus, he could survive. A tank will kill him on the first try. It's what I'm aiming for. I hate him so much. I can't look at him without getting even more sick to my stomach than I already am.

I hurt my knee in karate again. God, this knee is so shot it's not even funny. It's going to bother me for the rest of my life, I know it. Oh well. I don't care. Karate was good I suppose. I ignored "Bob" the whole time. I even left before he did. I usually wait until he's going to walk out with him. He and his brother tried calling my name, but I had to ignore him. I was limping the rest of the walk home. I don't want their pity.

I think I'm just going to ignore "Bob", not his brother though. He did nothing wrong. "Bob" did. I wonder if he'll like it once I ignore him for a change. I don't care if I hurt him. I won't because he doesn't care what I do. Whatever. I'm not getting into it.

"Can you see me

Floating above your head

As you lay in bed

Thinking about everything

That you did not do

Cause saying I love you

Has nothing to do with meaning it

I called to let you know I'm through with you."

("Through With You" by Maroon 5)

"...the bigger picture was too difficult to understand. In that picture, the person I loved not only stepped out of the frame but turned around on his way out to tell me he was never there." - Sloane Crosley

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i went through a painting phase

Traci

Chata is my friend and ex-boyfriend who died last November. He's an amazing guy, and I miss him. He was the first Native American to graduate from Cornell University, renowned chef and owner of two signature restaurants in San Antonio, TX, co-chair of the San Francisco HIV Prevention Planning Council, ally and founder of the Native American AIDS project, art councilor at Camp Sunburst, a summer program for HIV+ children, and a warm and boisterous presence in the lives of many, many friends over the years. This photo was taken in his apartment in the Tenderloin (S.F.)

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...But most Manster's aren't that "generous".

Stab your ex-boyfriend in the face, YEAH! (did I just say that out loud?LOL)