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Panic
Have been better the past few days. Better as compared to the last week and especially Friday 3/8/19. I have not been "better" in years. But this afternoon, the panic attacks have returned. The presence of this person raises my anxiety level.
Also, I have been playing 3-0-3 for days and weeks now on the lottery. Sometimes i have multiple tickets for that same number. I changed my number today. And they played 3-0-3. One ticket was worth $330. I am sick.... (I feel God laughs at me every day. It is either one number off all the time from winning. Or I change my number and the next day they play it exactly. ) It's like a big slap in the face! "Take that! You deserve more pain and anguish. You don't need 'a little bit to help' just keep doing it all on your own.
I turn commenting off on these pictures. I don't mind people reading them. But it is really just a way for me to express my feelings so I don't go crazy. But I already am going crazy. I don't have anyone near me to talk to.
Panic
Have been better the past few days. Better as compared to the last week and especially Friday 3/8/19. I have not been "better" in years. But this afternoon, the panic attacks have returned. The presence of this person raises my anxiety level.
Also, I have been playing 3-0-3 for days and weeks now on the lottery. Sometimes i have multiple tickets for that same number. I changed my number today. And they played 3-0-3. One ticket was worth $330. I am sick.... (I feel God laughs at me every day. It is either one number off all the time from winning. Or I change my number and the next day they play it exactly. ) It's like a big slap in the face! "Take that! You deserve more pain and anguish. You don't need 'a little bit to help' just keep doing it all on your own.
I turn commenting off on these pictures. I don't mind people reading them. But it is really just a way for me to express my feelings so I don't go crazy. But I already am going crazy. I don't have anyone near me to talk to.