Day 117- My Own Personal Hell
I haven't been feeling well lately. I haven't taken care of myself. The past week, I've felt weird, and have aches and pains. I have some issues, which then made me go look them up on the internet, and of course all my symptoms point to something horrible. I have a Doctor's appointment on Tuesday, and I don't know if I am freaking myself out or if I'm dying...but all of this has lead to crazy anxiety attacks...and well it's not fun at all. It feels like I am stuck in my head completely alone, and panicking. I just want to feel better, and get a clean bill of health on Tuesday...then I hope the anxiety attacks will just stop.
EDITED: Is is super weird that I finished putting my make-up on and then started crying my eyes out and ran and got my camera for today's shot???
Day 117- My Own Personal Hell
I haven't been feeling well lately. I haven't taken care of myself. The past week, I've felt weird, and have aches and pains. I have some issues, which then made me go look them up on the internet, and of course all my symptoms point to something horrible. I have a Doctor's appointment on Tuesday, and I don't know if I am freaking myself out or if I'm dying...but all of this has lead to crazy anxiety attacks...and well it's not fun at all. It feels like I am stuck in my head completely alone, and panicking. I just want to feel better, and get a clean bill of health on Tuesday...then I hope the anxiety attacks will just stop.
EDITED: Is is super weird that I finished putting my make-up on and then started crying my eyes out and ran and got my camera for today's shot???