5 THINGS

I feel sad about...

1) Pimples on my face (when I saw some girls' skin was so spotless, soft and white, I want to hang myself on an apple tree)

2) The men I've met (I couldn't blame them too much though. I'd rather think it's my bad luck or fate.)

3) When work is not busy (Plus my work is too easy to develop my career plus I'm always running out of my wage)

4) Almost every night I am alone at home and the friends that I could hang out with is getting less and less because I am getting older and still single (kinda feel myself such a loser, but well, even though I need luv, I'm too stubborn to give my luv away to random someone)

5) I don't know when I could take the brace off my teeth (God knows how I'm hating it)

 

I feel happy about...

1) I am learning French (Although it's so hard that I've almost given up, it's still helping me to fill my emptiness)

2) Not much pressure from work (No one bosses me around at least)

3) To learn graphic design is in my future plan (A little something that I'm still interested in, ps: I've almost lost my passion to anything)

4) I could listen to LastFm, and watch some DVDs (and have many books that I want to read even I haven't yet had my tranquil mood back for reading)

5) I have my tattoos (They r the only things that will never disappear from me till my grave)

Done