You Look So Small, You've Gone So Quiet

But you forgive though you don't understand

You've turned your head

You've dropped by hand

 

All my sorrow, all my blues

All my sorrow

 

Shut the light, go away

Full of grace, you cover your face

~Kid by The Pretenders

for Musically Challenged

 

I've lost weight w/o trying. And the "w/o trying" part is what makes me not like it. Yay for losing that last bit of babyweight, but I wasn't trying to, so when I realized I did in the midst of the weeks I was upset and down it just made me feel unhealthy. I'm back down to the weight when the HunHun met me. Not the clothes size b/c there's pudge from the babies though. You can see it in this picture, b/c i'm pulling my hoodie forward, and i'm wearing leggings.

 

Anyway, I'm back to eating more even though my appetite has changed.

 

I spoke up about something yesterday that i felt was disrespectful to me, and i didn't get the support and back up i thought i'd get. Today a part of my heart and mind feel indifferent, and i'm not sure about that. Not sure if I run with it or if I fight that.

 

Done