Disturbed

Disturbing appearances

Crippling depression

Triggering thoughts

Uncontrollable selfharm

They give me numbing shots to prepare me for the shocktherapy treatment

I've never felt such an overwelming fear. My mind is blurred, i cant even speak, my body is shivering, my sweat is cold and my blood is freezing. I know I wont make it this time. My heart is too weak. There is no heartbeat left anymore...

 

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