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It's 12.37 am.

I was thinking about my life and I realised that I have explanations for why people act the way they do... because I've acted the same way. And because I know why they act that way I don't feel hurt or angered by their actions. I simply respond in the way I know they want me to respond. It's pure interactionalism.

 

But then I don't really like knowing why people do things or reading actions like I do. Because it means I know the motives of my own actions before I do them... and that makes me feel fake. Like I know how to do things to make people think something about me, and I'm think I've confused my actual feelings with what I want people to think my feelings are.

 

I need to figure myself out.

Done