Day 81

Day 81/365

 

I go through cycles where I have a lot of difficulty sleeping. Falling asleep, staying asleep, pretty much anything sleep related eludes me completely.

 

Right now, I'm in that cycle. I've been in the insomniac swing for almost a month now and I'm exhausted. So instead of spending hours coming up with something creative, and insightful, and inspiring... My message is more of a directive. I refuse to get sucked into the tv, the internet, the phone. I'm not going to try and be especially creative, and I'm going to assume that all that I love will survive without my effervescent internet personality for 1 night.

 

I have one chore to do, 2 sleeping pills (recommended dosage don't worry) laid out, and the lights already down low. As soon as I get this locked and loaded, and complete my chore, I am going to bed. Hours before I normally even try. Because I am worn out, I'm exhausted. And if I don't find a way to FORCE myself to sleep, I'm going to flip out. I'm just. that. tired.

 

So, goodnight, sleep tight, and hopefully I'll see MYSELF in the morning, awake, alert, and feeling like myself again.

 

And tomorrow, perhaps I'll have the energy for a more interesting note, a more visually stimulating message. But for now...

 

 

zzzzzzzzzz

Done