rzrxtion (pronounced resurrection)
...and so it was...
...and so it was...
She came into my room
and sat on the edge of my bed
And I remember her words exactly
“I’ve got something sad to say”
And I just stared at her (through her
if I’m honest) as I replied
“I already know, and I don’t care!”
Because by that point in time there was
so much hatred for him (such an inversion of love)
that I was actually glad that he was dead
Because that meant that he could never
ever
hurt me (or anyone else) again
Years passed before I was able to even
begin to process it all and years after that
when I was finally able to forgive him
when we would meet in the dream realm
The man who was such
the angry violent monster...
The man who could actually kick a child
clear across a room...
The man who harboured animosity towards me
because I “took his life away from him”
(as if I asked to be born)
became the man that I
always wished he would have been
when we would meet in the dream realm
...And now...
he comes to me in the dream realm more often
And there is no fear
And there is no anger
There is only the question
What do you want of me Sam?
...and so it was...
...and so it was...
She came into my room
and sat on the edge of my bed
And I remember her words exactly
“I’ve got something sad to say”
And I just stared at her (through her
if I’m honest) as I replied
“I already know, and I don’t care!”
Because by that point in time there was
so much hatred for him (such an inversion of love)
that I was actually glad that he was dead
Because that meant that he could never
ever
hurt me (or anyone else) again
Years passed before I was able to even
begin to process it all and years after that
when I was finally able to forgive him
when we would meet in the dream realm
The man who was such
the angry violent monster...
The man who could actually kick a child
clear across a room...
The man who harboured animosity towards me
because I “took his life away from him”
(as if I asked to be born)
became the man that I
always wished he would have been
when we would meet in the dream realm
...And now...
he comes to me in the dream realm more often
And there is no fear
And there is no anger
There is only the question
What do you want of me Sam?