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I couldn’t fall asleep last night it was worry and excitement at the same time about printing that kept me up then at 4 I remembered I forgot to work on a photo I needed to re do so I got up and did that and then went back to bed I think I slept for 2 hours only and then got up traffic was just terrible! Got there early so I sat on the stairs outside waiting which was fine it gave me time to relax abit after the hot drive with no air conditioning.
His assistant showed up (the one that was looking at my work all the time last time I was there ) so he opened up and started working on the photos with me until the Ruven came. Which was cool we talked abit he gives personal photoshop lessons!! That’s good to know… he gave me his card afterwards and said he'd love to come to the exhibition which was really cool!( Hes French!! What an accent! :P )
anyway… there was big problems with the printing the paper was fucked and it all came out with dots on it so we tested another roll which was not the same paper and it came out so yellow… so he had to order a new roll and it will arrive tomorrow and I have to go back there tomorrow…
But we did do a test with one photo in its real size almost one meter! As it was coming out of the plotter I think I started to panic! have you ever seen yourself that big???? Lets just say its very creepy!! I started panicking and I told him I want everything only 60 cm !! he showed me 60 It is so small and he said its fine its looks good and its allright!! I left there after 4 hours! Feeling very very weird about everything! I really wanted to call someone and let them know what happened and whats going on and I didn’t have anyone I could call … you know… I came home and I cried…I do that allot … but its getting so scary…
The publicist called me while I was there we're meeting on Tuesday!! So exiting. I hope she can help with publishing and advertising it allot more… even thought now it's even scarier!!
So anyway after I came home I was so busy with so many things I'm not use to being busy its good but I also feel abit frustrated for some reason.
And then I was tested again with some personal stuff that came up ... it's not fun… I know I'll be ok fuck I'll be better than ok … but right now it's not fun.
The excitement is fun but the anxiety and stress are not! My back is really giving me shit now with all the tension! I've had back problems ever since I was a photographer assistant almost had a disk move out of place and ever since then it comes and goes… so now with all this tension its really bad I can't exercise at all and I just feel so fat and blllaaahhhh
The invites are ready! But their in Hebrew!! :P ill post them down here in a comment .
196/365
I couldn’t fall asleep last night it was worry and excitement at the same time about printing that kept me up then at 4 I remembered I forgot to work on a photo I needed to re do so I got up and did that and then went back to bed I think I slept for 2 hours only and then got up traffic was just terrible! Got there early so I sat on the stairs outside waiting which was fine it gave me time to relax abit after the hot drive with no air conditioning.
His assistant showed up (the one that was looking at my work all the time last time I was there ) so he opened up and started working on the photos with me until the Ruven came. Which was cool we talked abit he gives personal photoshop lessons!! That’s good to know… he gave me his card afterwards and said he'd love to come to the exhibition which was really cool!( Hes French!! What an accent! :P )
anyway… there was big problems with the printing the paper was fucked and it all came out with dots on it so we tested another roll which was not the same paper and it came out so yellow… so he had to order a new roll and it will arrive tomorrow and I have to go back there tomorrow…
But we did do a test with one photo in its real size almost one meter! As it was coming out of the plotter I think I started to panic! have you ever seen yourself that big???? Lets just say its very creepy!! I started panicking and I told him I want everything only 60 cm !! he showed me 60 It is so small and he said its fine its looks good and its allright!! I left there after 4 hours! Feeling very very weird about everything! I really wanted to call someone and let them know what happened and whats going on and I didn’t have anyone I could call … you know… I came home and I cried…I do that allot … but its getting so scary…
The publicist called me while I was there we're meeting on Tuesday!! So exiting. I hope she can help with publishing and advertising it allot more… even thought now it's even scarier!!
So anyway after I came home I was so busy with so many things I'm not use to being busy its good but I also feel abit frustrated for some reason.
And then I was tested again with some personal stuff that came up ... it's not fun… I know I'll be ok fuck I'll be better than ok … but right now it's not fun.
The excitement is fun but the anxiety and stress are not! My back is really giving me shit now with all the tension! I've had back problems ever since I was a photographer assistant almost had a disk move out of place and ever since then it comes and goes… so now with all this tension its really bad I can't exercise at all and I just feel so fat and blllaaahhhh
The invites are ready! But their in Hebrew!! :P ill post them down here in a comment .