week twenty

we live in the past

and wait for the future

instead of realizing

that we’ll never leave the present

 

I have been part of an online forum for almost four years. about two years ago I started writing down what I did and felt like every day before I went to bed. those information are my diary and I saved them in that forum which stopped working four weeks ago. I thought I had lost those memories of the past two years forever and it made me realize that I should concentrate on the present more often. I’m trying to retain every little memory, I write down my thoughts, I take pictures. I want to be able to look back in twenty years and know what I’ve been like. but sometimes I just need to live, right here and right at this moment.

the good news is that I have all my texts back and I’m currently saving them to my computer.

 

this is Jenna, by the way. my new film camera I purchased on ebay. it was very cheap, so I just bought another one so that maybe one day I’ll have a big camera collection.

now say “Hi, Jenna!“ everyone. :)

 

 

[january 25 – 31, 2010]

 

Done