This Too Shall Pass

 

Im not gonna pretend that Ive never been up against

Hell on earth. My demons repent with a fiery vengence

Its a second chance to breathe. I found solitude in the air we share

I feel secluded with you, blanketing my fears

Im wrapped in your hyponotic undertone embracing every moment

Ive showed my damage soul and you appreciate that it was broken

They say "The eye's are the window's to your soul"

So Im suspended from your iris just to reflect my lack of ego

It feels like Im the only one who can see beyond those hazel green eyes

Meticulously masking her insecurities with a smile

We smile, lost in the crevices of denial

I smile for the fact that shes as lost as I am

Confusion

On how to makeshift escape routes through music

Every word is plotted, strategically placed

Her eyes wandered off right before I heard her say.

 

 

She's scared that the feeling will fade, she says "this feelings amazing"

Its fluttering again and "Contact" is the song we keep debating

She questions my motives and asks were I get my inspiration

Its a soft spoken muse ... My inspiration is you

But you havent seen the sides that make my mind off balance

You've made up an illusion to compliment your voids and confusion

Right now Im on the edge of the bed, shes pacing in front of me

I can see the thoughts running through her head, purposely punishing

Its a fascination with abomination so we dramatize our situation

Like "Life is death" and "Love is blind" and Ive wrote this song a thousand times

She approaches me. And finally takes a seat

I dont know if she wants to rest her legs or just sit next to me

 

 

Once she told me she was scared of the scars. She said she cant handle the bruises

I told her I got a gentle touch, always caring and never abusive

She gave me a confused look like what I muttered was unimaginable

She put her guards up then quickly realized it's her guards Im passing through

I followed her sentence with diligence and fulfilled all her undying wishes

She said my touch gave her goose bumps and nobody has ever done this

We both have needs that nurturing

The part that hinders this is the part that fucking worries me

I whisper in her ear and tell her "I dont want to let you go"

She grins like it was genuine. Unless she was uncomfortable

She see's right through me. Masking window panes I look away

Can't tell what she see's so I Esum the worst naturally

I wont sacrifice my pride and hide the way I feel

You've heard it all before but know this time its real

This too shall pass ... I dont know what else to do

I dont wanna forget this moment ... I wish I could stop you

 

 

 

Done