The day after ...

We are punished not for our sins...but by them.

 

-Elbert Hubbard-

 

🎧 ♫ ♪ ♬ ..Not for the faint hearted, be warned...

 

I wake up every morning

With my head up in a daze

I’m not sure if I should say this fuck’ I’ll say it anyway

Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase

I just wanna feel okay

I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or

Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay

Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday

and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage.

And it obliterates me

Disintegrates me

Annihilates me

 

Cause I’m about to break down

Searching for a way out

I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer

I’m a popular, popular monster

I break down falling into love now

With falling apart

I’m a popular popular monster ... [...]

 

Thank you so much, my wonderful man Aeg, for making this picture possible and for posing there all patiently for all my creepy shenanigans 😉 I love you xxxx 💖

 

 

*Synnergy, Lelutka, 7 Deadly S[k]ins*

Done