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Before the Dawn Breaks

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Constructive criticism on any of my photos please! And what story comes to mind when you see this?

So turns out its a lot harder to draw birds by scratching black construction paper with a dull razor blade than I thought it would be. Shot this with almost zero light left and my shutter was ridiculously low and my iso was ridiculously high and i didnt even have a tripod. Finally got around to editing this though! for some reason I kept putting it off; but this is my foreign friend who is now back in Belgium and I miss her and she should get back here now!

 

So what the hell is wrong with me! I fail. again. And I cant come up with anything. I daydream all the time and spend my days wishing I lived in these other worlds but when I try to think of these new, what-can-be realities...I cant come up with anything. My common goals with my photos are to do one of the following, if not a combination: provoke emotion, go back to the roots (nature, simplistic, older, the beginning, etc), and/or to take your dreams and nightmares and turn them into a reality. And I cannot believe I cant seem to do any of those things! especially lately! Lately I have truly done nothing but get worse. The photos on the latest page...im not happy with. at least Im semi happy with the photos on the page before (around tall oaks time). It shouldnt be that hard to shoot something once a week. thats simple. you should be doing at least that anyways. yet I cant. Yet for whatever reason, I cant even do that! what is wrong with me?! Im so drained. my motivation, my passion, my creativity, my skills, everything! I HATE THIS! I just need myself back at least. Im currently a hallow corpse and I dont even know why.

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Uploaded on February 18, 2013
Taken on February 17, 2013