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Day 201- Not Today

I'm not supposed to say this, because I'm normally very independent and don't want to ruin that image for anyone. But sometimes, I really wish I was in a 24/7 dom/sub relationship. One where I didn't have to make any decisions and I could trust that I would be taken care of.

To defend myself, and not get any "You're pushing back women's rights" comments, I want to point out that this isn't some hidden thing that I keep inside because I'm embarrassed about it or something. It's not because I'm a girl. It's because I'm completely overwhelmed and alone in dealing with it. I would not enter a relationship like that, at least not any time soon, because it closely resembles and can easily become emotional abuse. And I've played that game, and I don't want to again. Plus I'd get sick of it in like, a week.

 

 

ETA: My next couple photos are going to be late. I'm heading home for the weekend, and I'm not bringing my laptop.

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