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Day 126- Dim
I have no online outlet anymore. There is literally no place where I can say what I need to, and not actually hurt anyone. I posted on facebook for the first time about how I still missed Casey. All these people commented on it, and only one person asked if I wanted to hang out. I have nothing and no one here. And if I can't get out to Seattle in the spring, I have to stay here with the knowledge that I have no one that cares enough to ask if I maybe don't want to be alone on my sister's birthday.
I finally worked up the energy to call my therapist to make an appointment, and it turns out their office closes at noon on Fridays, and I missed them.
And now I'm crying and I have to leave for work in 10 minutes. Great.
Day 126- Dim
I have no online outlet anymore. There is literally no place where I can say what I need to, and not actually hurt anyone. I posted on facebook for the first time about how I still missed Casey. All these people commented on it, and only one person asked if I wanted to hang out. I have nothing and no one here. And if I can't get out to Seattle in the spring, I have to stay here with the knowledge that I have no one that cares enough to ask if I maybe don't want to be alone on my sister's birthday.
I finally worked up the energy to call my therapist to make an appointment, and it turns out their office closes at noon on Fridays, and I missed them.
And now I'm crying and I have to leave for work in 10 minutes. Great.