Day 83- Overwhelmed

Paid my medical bills today. If I do this right, and put my entire tax return into savings, and have nothing expensive happen over the next 6 months, I can still move to Seattle in the spring.

 

Without going into numbers: I went to college out of state. I owe a medium sized house in debt. I'm hoping I can defer some payments to be able to move. My student loan payment is the same as my friend's mortgage payment. It's intense. I just took a sizeable chunk out of my admittedly small amount of savings to pay my medical bills from the endoscopy. If I can defer half of my payments, and live for free with my uncle outside of Seattle, if my money situation works out the way I'm hoping it does, I can afford to live a few months without a job, and that should give me enough time to at least get something in retail.

 

just. I hate being an adult. This is awful.

 

(this would look better with a black background, but it's blurry, and was kind of a blow-off shot anyway, so I don't want to put the effort into it.)

Done