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Bagheera
Casey passed away early this morning. I said my goodbyes to her yesterday, when she was still conscious to hear them and say hers back. She was on morphine and lorazepam, and was not in pain at the end. She is donating most of her body to cancer research, and is donating her corneas.
I had gone home to sleep after she fell asleep. When I got back in the morning, she had been dead for several hours (there was a fuck up at the hospital, and it was taking awhile to get someone out to pick up her body). I am not sure why I decided to look at her body, but I did. It was her lips that got me. I can't stop crying. I am so glad she's not in pain anymore, but I want her back.
Picture is of her dog, Bagheera. I didn't even realize her empty wheelchair was in the background until after I took the photo.
Bagheera
Casey passed away early this morning. I said my goodbyes to her yesterday, when she was still conscious to hear them and say hers back. She was on morphine and lorazepam, and was not in pain at the end. She is donating most of her body to cancer research, and is donating her corneas.
I had gone home to sleep after she fell asleep. When I got back in the morning, she had been dead for several hours (there was a fuck up at the hospital, and it was taking awhile to get someone out to pick up her body). I am not sure why I decided to look at her body, but I did. It was her lips that got me. I can't stop crying. I am so glad she's not in pain anymore, but I want her back.
Picture is of her dog, Bagheera. I didn't even realize her empty wheelchair was in the background until after I took the photo.