Dreams... giving energy...

Almost five years ago I came out of hospital..

I had looked many times on the website of the kennel with fox-terriers.. and when I looked again I noticed there was a litter of puppies.

I called the owner and was allowed to watch... He took the puppies from the litter and I sat on the floor.. three little boys crept around to me and very soon crept one of the puppies on my lap.. he managed to wriggle up and sat on my shoulder.. I got a lick in my neck and face and I was falling in love.. This had to be.. This little puppy dog had chosen me....

Was it my perfume or was it to myself.. let me dream that it was me.. :)

He always follows me in everything.

 

Sometimes I do not know ... I will write / tell or not ...

My health goes with ups and downs because I have Ankylosing Spondylitis and Crohn's disease.

I'm feeling very tired a long time.. i have fever since September.. and there are several studies done in the hospital.. Meanwhile, the diagnosis is: Primary sclerosing cirrhosis (PSC).. a disease in which inflamed bile ducts slowly damage the liver.. No rosy news.. because it can not be cured and that means a lot in the future.. I hope that the new drugs and spring will give me more energy..

 

ill.. with ups and downs.. and I think it is time for a new UP... :)

I dream about a next holiday.. dreams.. traveling with our motorhome through Europe.. or taking a flight back to Nepal.. a big wish.. because.. if you been once there.. you fall in love with the people in the mountains.. making new plans.. Life Now..

But also dreams by all the nice pictures I made...

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Sorry to everyone..

for the silence on my side...

I'll try to be some more present on flickr..

Done