define feminine?

define feminine?

Divine Feminine…

standing,

looking as far out to sea as I can,

beyond horizon lines,

reflecting,

pondering,

how deep is that ocean?

what lays hidden below its surface?

wondering now,

what still lays hidden with me?

my own inner ocean,

my ancestry,

past beliefs,

paradigms I still need to rent as under,

pull to the surface of my mind,

allow my feelings regardless how painful they first appear,

looking within as the mirror of the past,

reflecting all our futures,

I know I need to understand my past memories,

beliefs still holding on,

defined by childhood memories,

hidden deeply within,

mind, heart and soul,

all past experiences,

spiritual, physical,

memories still playing out,

triggered,

all unfinished business,

ancestral business,

far too painful,

or unskilled,

or too close,

for as close as yesterday,

or as far back,

as our ancestral memories can be stretched,

past generations,

now need to be explored,

no longer able to sweep under anything,

no longer kept hidden behind veils of resentment,

anger, denial or judgmental thoughts,

generations attacked at every front,

for far too many,

countless years,

decades, centuries,

all piled up within,

each of our DNA history,

stretching out hands,

still moulding present day lives,

still having effects affecting,

all relationships,

all experiences,

demanding soul, spirit staying awake,

staying vigilant,

remaining present,

being in the NOW,

awake, conscious,

ever ready to grab floating memories,

washed ashore,

thrust onto our inner oceans shore line,

awaiting unconscious waves,

constantly pulling back,

instinctual,

close to the surface,

own inner ocean of responses,

well and truly out grown for this age,

live, to most,

appear to be a living hell,

juxtaposed with others visions,

paradise promised,

believing the vision from manifestations of the past,

prophets,

sages other view,

standing on our inner shore line,

wondering,

pondering our next inner battle,

next awakening dream,

to shock, frighten us all,

deeper into spring cleaning,

our spirit,

all physical attachments,

regardless if physical objects,

memories, traumas, ancestral hereditary responses,

all must be surrendered,

diving naked within,

stripped bare,

entering depths never imagined,

never alluded to,

diving deeper into every little crevice,

every tiny shadow still remaining,

unexplored places,

pulling out what remains into into the light,

light of truth,

light of knowledge,

recognised in this new light,

observed from a new level of maturity,

new point of vision,

new point of understanding,

smell, taste every aspect,

making sure holding nothing back,

driven back, diving,

seeking oceans deepest depths,

take no paradigms,

take no attachments,

except pure faith,

pure intentions,

pure light,

shining on,

revealing next levels of truth,

trusting,

excepting the divine hand has a plan,

visions far far greater than any humans capacity,

only found after complete surrender,

complete detachment,

from all that is the past,

all held very secure,

within past dimensions,

humanity every growing,

collective organic maturity,

from new viewing platforms,

new vantage points,

she begins to form,

she begins to reveal herself,

ever so softly,

gently coming into focus,

her immense timeless beauty,

after being shut out in the cold,

frozen over,

prevented,

not allowed to be heard or seen,

centuries, decades, eons,

except to a few,

able to climb such heights,

through endless pain, despair,

only faint glimpses of her Divine Feminine,

Divine Being ablaze in pure white light,

steeped in grace,

submission to beauty,

wonderment,

pure innocent love,

slowly she reveals why,

slowly reveals how,

slowly reveals when,

all on her terms,

at her pace,

at her knowing,

what is best,

individually,

finally,

so will the collective.

 

 

 

Done