day two hundred and thirty

There's a certain beauty in jumping forward with your eyes closed. When you're a control freak like I am, it usually takes a big amount of convincing, of thinking it through and of strength, even, to take that leap of faith. But there's one moment, one tiny second that gives you the certainty that everything will be okay; that the only thing worth keeping is your knowledge, the wisdom you get from feeling and risking it all. From knowing you will get hurt, but doing it anyway, because it's worth it. From giving your heart away when you know it's going to be broken. So that moment gives you the will to close your eyes and leap.

 

It's time to trust my instincts

close my eyes and leap.

I think I'll try defying gravity!

Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity! And you can't pull me down!

— Defying Gravity - Wicked

 

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My external hard drive broke yesterday, and with it went my work of the last 9 months. Every single thing. My 365, my school project, my portfolio. A technician I know is working on it to recover everything, but I'm in a panic I can't even describe. I can't loose all my work. I know it would make a couple of people VERY happy, but I need to believe that this won't happen. So any good thoughts/vibes will be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance!

 

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