sunny day

...currently we are at the beginning of a heat wave that may never stop. it seems we are transitioning from cold mornings with the heater to summer temperatures and trying to cool the house down. I'm not a fan of summer so this is not good news to me. where is my spring with sun and a cardigan? ugh.

 

but anyway, this is from before all that! this is from last month when we were excited for a sunny day. we were opening windows and feeling fresh air. it was magical. I want more of This...

 

conor saw his cardiologist earlier this week for a check up. I saw her the day after the ER visit and we scheduled a recheck for 5 days later, which I didn't think he would live for. but he did (with his miracle comeback that everyone is still talking about). at that appointment we scheduled a recheck for a month later, which I definitely didn't think he would live for, but HE DID! he's curled up in my lap right now :-)

 

I'm not going to pretend I didn't have two big huge cries yesterday, feeling the pain of what life will be like without him (he was burrowed under the blankets all morning). but he always surprises me. and amazes me. and pushes his way back up when I think it may be the end.

 

SuperCat. 💕

Done