Getting Buzzy.....or not...
Another one from the archives since I've totally lost my photography mojo lately. I've hardly taken any photos in months and barely even a handful with the new Nikon Z5 camera that I got at Christmas, I honestly just don't feel motivated. Partly the weather hasn't been nice enough with the weekends regularly being rainy or lacking any decent light until more recently. Now the sunnier weather has finally made an appearance but still I don't feel like pulling out the camera or going through the frustration of trying to figure out the Z5. With spring flowers popping up everywhere, I'm feeling a sense of pressure and anxiety to get out there and get back to photography and I'm surprised and embarrassed to admit, it's becoming more like dread and obligation. I never expected to feel this way about photography but lately, along with most other things, it just fills me with anxiety, frustration, and a lack of self-worth. I seem to feel like that about everything these days.
Getting Buzzy.....or not...
Another one from the archives since I've totally lost my photography mojo lately. I've hardly taken any photos in months and barely even a handful with the new Nikon Z5 camera that I got at Christmas, I honestly just don't feel motivated. Partly the weather hasn't been nice enough with the weekends regularly being rainy or lacking any decent light until more recently. Now the sunnier weather has finally made an appearance but still I don't feel like pulling out the camera or going through the frustration of trying to figure out the Z5. With spring flowers popping up everywhere, I'm feeling a sense of pressure and anxiety to get out there and get back to photography and I'm surprised and embarrassed to admit, it's becoming more like dread and obligation. I never expected to feel this way about photography but lately, along with most other things, it just fills me with anxiety, frustration, and a lack of self-worth. I seem to feel like that about everything these days.