UNWANTED: BORN TO KILL
rightside-up:
BORN TO KILL
HERE ARE EXAMPLES
MESSAGES THAT DONT
MATTER MUCH
as for Chris Heidie:
a skilled surgeon (plastic) with a bent toward selfmodification impelled by hermaphroditism. while pleased enough with the genitalities of this (& smallbreasted enough to pass for male if bound), the facial features proved too mannish for Heidie's liking & a series of unfortunate attempts to feminize them resulted in obliterating any visual certitude of either sex. through no error of Heidie's own, a rather complicated graft to a Known Personage failed to take & Heidie was forced to spend some weeks in jail on a trumped-up malpractice suit which, ultimately, brought more legal trouble to the complainant than to Heidie, whose professional scruples had been impeccable. some confusion as to Heidie's gender resulted in temporary imprisonment in the women's wing but, after complaints from other inmates, rehousing in the men's wing was effected. there, Heidie was brutally attacked by a prison guard who had been summoned to Heidie's aid during a jeering session by other inmates of the homophobiphiliac variety. faced with Heidie's naked form, the guard proved even worse than the prisoners (whose taunts really went only slightly beyond any juvenile hazing routines) &, in a demonstration of the revulsion that the doubly-gendered form inspired in him, he raped Heidie with his billyclub (after first forcing Heidie to push her penis into his own vagina), causing severe damage to both organs, compounded by anal damage caused by a flashlight ("whaddya got hidin' up there, freak?"). fear of reprisals kept Heidie quiet, though the doctors who attended at the prison hospital weren't & the 3 inmates who'd initiated the attack received the entire blame, the guard insisting innocence ("all over when I got there"). after Heidie's physical recuperation (achieved at home, the malpractice suit thrown out & charges instigated for defamation in return), s/he began working on a plot to wreak revenge on the guard. on his return home for a weekend from work at the prison, he entered his apartment to find it partly transformed into an operating theatre, Heidie armed & ready to return to work. the guard was found in a state of putrefication on monday evening. his penis & scrotum had been removed & a vagina crudely fashioned in their place, his lips removed & added as labia, tongue sewn in where the clitoris would be. the testicles were loose in the guard's mouth, with the scrotum sewn in place of the lips, sealing them in. his penis had its urethra very roughly enlarged & had been sewn onto the anus – probably the first of Heidie's surgical actions (when the body was found, the penis was fully engorged with & leaking excrement). there was no doubt as to who did the deed – only "why?". extensive diary entries, surgical notes & drawings at Heidie's confirmed & explained everything. it is to be expected that further attempts at facial selfmodification have altered Heidie's appearance at least somewhat – probably not for the better.
see also:
www.flickr.com/photos/bella3/6218379512/
www.flickr.com/photos/bella3/6299930782/
www.flickr.com/photos/wiredforsound23/5752480906/
UNWANTED: BORN TO KILL
rightside-up:
BORN TO KILL
HERE ARE EXAMPLES
MESSAGES THAT DONT
MATTER MUCH
as for Chris Heidie:
a skilled surgeon (plastic) with a bent toward selfmodification impelled by hermaphroditism. while pleased enough with the genitalities of this (& smallbreasted enough to pass for male if bound), the facial features proved too mannish for Heidie's liking & a series of unfortunate attempts to feminize them resulted in obliterating any visual certitude of either sex. through no error of Heidie's own, a rather complicated graft to a Known Personage failed to take & Heidie was forced to spend some weeks in jail on a trumped-up malpractice suit which, ultimately, brought more legal trouble to the complainant than to Heidie, whose professional scruples had been impeccable. some confusion as to Heidie's gender resulted in temporary imprisonment in the women's wing but, after complaints from other inmates, rehousing in the men's wing was effected. there, Heidie was brutally attacked by a prison guard who had been summoned to Heidie's aid during a jeering session by other inmates of the homophobiphiliac variety. faced with Heidie's naked form, the guard proved even worse than the prisoners (whose taunts really went only slightly beyond any juvenile hazing routines) &, in a demonstration of the revulsion that the doubly-gendered form inspired in him, he raped Heidie with his billyclub (after first forcing Heidie to push her penis into his own vagina), causing severe damage to both organs, compounded by anal damage caused by a flashlight ("whaddya got hidin' up there, freak?"). fear of reprisals kept Heidie quiet, though the doctors who attended at the prison hospital weren't & the 3 inmates who'd initiated the attack received the entire blame, the guard insisting innocence ("all over when I got there"). after Heidie's physical recuperation (achieved at home, the malpractice suit thrown out & charges instigated for defamation in return), s/he began working on a plot to wreak revenge on the guard. on his return home for a weekend from work at the prison, he entered his apartment to find it partly transformed into an operating theatre, Heidie armed & ready to return to work. the guard was found in a state of putrefication on monday evening. his penis & scrotum had been removed & a vagina crudely fashioned in their place, his lips removed & added as labia, tongue sewn in where the clitoris would be. the testicles were loose in the guard's mouth, with the scrotum sewn in place of the lips, sealing them in. his penis had its urethra very roughly enlarged & had been sewn onto the anus – probably the first of Heidie's surgical actions (when the body was found, the penis was fully engorged with & leaking excrement). there was no doubt as to who did the deed – only "why?". extensive diary entries, surgical notes & drawings at Heidie's confirmed & explained everything. it is to be expected that further attempts at facial selfmodification have altered Heidie's appearance at least somewhat – probably not for the better.
see also:
www.flickr.com/photos/bella3/6218379512/
www.flickr.com/photos/bella3/6299930782/
www.flickr.com/photos/wiredforsound23/5752480906/