Jessica May Rita Kohut
Tired.
I am tired. Tired of expectations that I never seem to be able to fulfill. I am tired of feeling sad because i can never fulfill these expectations. I am tired of being tired. It feels like a never ending cycle of tiredness. Expectations go away and new ones form. I do my best to fulfill everyones expectations -including my own- but usually what is good enough for me is not good enough for anyone else.
Other than expectations life is pretty good. School is out in two days and I am ready to get outside a little and stop being such a ghost and get a tan. Hopefully i manage to get some color to this skin.
Tired.
I am tired. Tired of expectations that I never seem to be able to fulfill. I am tired of feeling sad because i can never fulfill these expectations. I am tired of being tired. It feels like a never ending cycle of tiredness. Expectations go away and new ones form. I do my best to fulfill everyones expectations -including my own- but usually what is good enough for me is not good enough for anyone else.
Other than expectations life is pretty good. School is out in two days and I am ready to get outside a little and stop being such a ghost and get a tan. Hopefully i manage to get some color to this skin.