Truth.MEDIUM

My friend Red freed me. "Always Be YOUR Truth and Speak Your Heart."

Yes I am an artist. But most of all, excruiatingly enough, at this time especially:

I was born with the gift/curse, of "Clarivoyant Medium, Psychic ,Touch Intuitive."

I do not mind if people, who haven't needed me, or experienced my work, before, raise their eyes, and stick their tongue in their inner cheek. I would have done the same, if I weren't me!

But it isn't fun being inside of a college student, in her apartment when she is beaten and strangled, and being her, and her thoughts: "Oh Oh, this isn't happening to me? I went too far this time??!! I shouldn't have brought this man home with me? Oh God no??" Being a person who is getting beaten to death in a trench, feeling and hearing my skull break apart.That hot shock, and numbness.

Or the child putrifying in the drainage ditch, begging someone to find their body, and help them. Frightened and lost.

Or the old woman who is trapped in her house, after she dies, and hates me, when I walk in with the family, so she attacks me with electricity and foul stenchful energy. That drives the family back outside, leaving me to fend for myself.

Or being lifted off the ground by my throat, only because a lost soul is curious about what is in contact with them? Milliseconds can seem like eternity for both of us...

And the voices that vibrate all around me, in public. Buzzing with sadness , anger(RAGE often), and confusion and fear. "Where am I dammit.What is this.Who are you?"

Compiled with the hopeless anger, greed and cruelty of the world around me, globally.

It has taken its toll on my health and mind.

With family hatred, greed and misunderstanding, layered upon me as well.

It starts to decimate me.Shut me down.I can't function.

Then a friend, an angel, and kindest person comes, and understands. And is finding me a place to go and rest with others,with gifts, who understand and have empathy about my energy and visions.

Don't label me as "mentally unstable" ,or Satanic and evil. Scarey or wanting attention?

Red gave me the strength to not be ashamed, or full of rage and frustration.Soon I can learn to protect myself, and only filter love through my body and brain.. Learning to say :"No" , when people come to me for help, or police investigators want to use my gift ,like I am some machine, without feelings.., When someone wants me to verify that they are a liar or a cheater. Or if they will be loved in the future..Oh....STOP it please, such shallow questions about love and financial future? And also when people accuse mockingly:" If you're such a good medium, why can't you make your own future perfect?" It doesn't work that way.Ask anyone who is in my shoes?

I don't have to suffer those other peoples' and lost souls tortures , or be the HELPER all of the time. I need to help myself now..Enough said...

Any "unkind" comments, "UNWELCOME"..

Love:james

Done