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no it's not petyr

Time is an abyss profound as a thousand nights. And I am so very much alone. Alone in my darkness. I love the darkness and the shadows where I can be alone with my thoughts. Wait...what...no...don't come over. This wasn't a "Woe is me" moment where I was secretly yearning for company. Eww no. Go back to your business and leave me to my dark bidding.

 

You have to watch what you say when you're sat in the dark looking sullen and morose while quoting dark and depressing lines to yourself. Aaaah yes, I can see it now. If you'd come along half an hour earlier you'd have caught me talking to myself in a weird voice so there would have been no mistake that I was a person that you'd slowly slink away from before you made your way into my territorial bubble.

 

That's fine you can keep on walking...running...that looks like running. Fine, I'll just sit here where I realise that the absence of love is the most abject pain. See I'm confusing you now. Though I better watch or I may go beyond goth and skirt emo territory and I'm far too old to be dealing with that sort of angst. I'm not a teenager anymore I don't do angst. I do repression and denial like a proper adult.

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Uploaded on May 25, 2022
Taken on May 25, 2022