Mattie Elan
[11/365] we'll wish this never ends,
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
I Miss You - Blink 182
That song always gets to me. I don't know what it is about it, but I guess because it's something totally different than what Blink 182 usually does, and the song just has a lot of meaning behind it when I listen to it.
Tomorrow I'm taking my photography class at the college (well held somewhere else, but it's taught through the college. It's every Tuesday night from 6-9 I believe. It will be all adults except me, so I'm pretty nervous. But the guy who's teaching it I have previously talked to about photography and a possible internship. I have to take all three of his classes though. But I skipped beginner (partially because the beginner class was over). But I am really excited to get some real feedback for once, and some adults opinions instead of all people my age.
So that makes me excited. :)
This picture.... I was afraid to post it without editing it more. My skin is so imperfect, its not flawless, poreless, or acne-free. It's full of flaws, but I'm okay with that. This picture is more of a close and personal shot that shows part of who I really am. Usually I edit out blemishes and such, but I felt it would look over-edited. So here you go...it's me. :)
[11/365] we'll wish this never ends,
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
I Miss You - Blink 182
That song always gets to me. I don't know what it is about it, but I guess because it's something totally different than what Blink 182 usually does, and the song just has a lot of meaning behind it when I listen to it.
Tomorrow I'm taking my photography class at the college (well held somewhere else, but it's taught through the college. It's every Tuesday night from 6-9 I believe. It will be all adults except me, so I'm pretty nervous. But the guy who's teaching it I have previously talked to about photography and a possible internship. I have to take all three of his classes though. But I skipped beginner (partially because the beginner class was over). But I am really excited to get some real feedback for once, and some adults opinions instead of all people my age.
So that makes me excited. :)
This picture.... I was afraid to post it without editing it more. My skin is so imperfect, its not flawless, poreless, or acne-free. It's full of flaws, but I'm okay with that. This picture is more of a close and personal shot that shows part of who I really am. Usually I edit out blemishes and such, but I felt it would look over-edited. So here you go...it's me. :)