The heartbroken Moon Festival

I just cried very hard one minute ago

for this whole month, since I found out about my grandpa's illness

I never cried because I kept praying for my grandpa to get better

and hoping there is still a chance to see my grandpa in Taiwan

 

My parents went back Taiwan in hurry on Wednesday, and I am still in shock now

I wished I can go with them, but they did not want me to come back US alone again

because LAX treated me very mean last time, they do not want me to get any hurt again

 

That is why I am still stuck in US , waiting for a miracle

that my sister's boss will allow her to have two weeks break

so that w can go back Taiwan together as soon as possible

 

Every night, I pray and beg to God, please please give me a little more time

please give me a chance to tell grandpa that I love him very much

but, I guess it does not matter anymore

becuuse it is too impossible

I can only say it in my dream

Done