10/12/2015 - 1
I am far from perfect. And yet somehow I expect myself to be. There are things I'm slowly coming to accept. Or perhaps I just pretend. Most of the time I resent myself for being the way I am. Do you think it is possible to change completely from one day to the next? To just become someone else entirely? It would be nice not always trying (and failing) to live up to my own expectations. It would be nice to be one of those people who lives carelessly. Who has fun. Who does not always worry. Who do not ponder over every single move they ever made, relive every single mistake time and time again. And who is not afraid to move a single inch in either direction. If I can't even trust myself, then who can I trust? If I can't save myself, who will?
10/12/2015 - 1
I am far from perfect. And yet somehow I expect myself to be. There are things I'm slowly coming to accept. Or perhaps I just pretend. Most of the time I resent myself for being the way I am. Do you think it is possible to change completely from one day to the next? To just become someone else entirely? It would be nice not always trying (and failing) to live up to my own expectations. It would be nice to be one of those people who lives carelessly. Who has fun. Who does not always worry. Who do not ponder over every single move they ever made, relive every single mistake time and time again. And who is not afraid to move a single inch in either direction. If I can't even trust myself, then who can I trust? If I can't save myself, who will?