Confession

My photos are not the best

I am not a photographer

I don't own expensive different kinds of lens

I am not smart

I am not lovely

I am not confident

but yet full with mysteries and self doubts

and I am nothing , I always know that.

I have been really such a hard time past few days.

People talk about bad things , about my photos, about me. it's like not directly to me but

Indirectly way they talk around my environment

They make fun of me.

How could they be so mean? I've never been like this before.

I've been really sad and depressed.

Having sleepless nights and12 hours of work.

I am really exhausted.

I want to say so many things, but no words are coming as i start to type

I literally suck at describing what I feel, how I feel..I failed.

I always write a thousand words in my mind, but ...

Tearing rolling from my eyes as I am writing this.

I don't know , I don't know.

why must be every single song coming from the itunes are sad and heart breaking songs right now??

 

P.S thank you for all my flickr friends for every single comment.

I could not describe how much those words mean so much to me.

You all are the best thing that I've ever had.

I love you all so much. Thank you .. Thank you.

 

 

 

 

Done