I miss you so much!
I had to make the hardest decision of my life on Thursday. I've posted a lot of photos of Jack over the last five years, but this one was on the last day of his life. I didn't know losing a pet could hurt this damn bad. He was my baby. I miss you, Jack
Supplemental:
It's been over two months now. This photo isn't an aesthetic masterpiece. The lighting isn't perfect, the editing was done on an iPhone only, the photo is not going to be nominated for a Pulitzer or win a first prize. I submitted this photo into WAY to many groups, and some of them will probably kick it out because of this. It's been over two months now and the gaping hole in my heart still feels infinite and unfixable. If time does heal, than it needs to get busy, because this sucks. He was my bright spot. Jack made me feel special. He was a light in an otherwise dark tunnel. My daily life is now filled with the constant pang of loss and sad memories like this one. I want as many people as possible to see his beautiful, perfect face. To me, he was the embodiment of everything good and pure and flawless. He lit up my darkest places and now he is gone. My soul feels so heavy.
Losing a pet isn't supposed to hurt as bad as losing a human right? So, am I weird, or is that just a bunch of bullshit. Probably both. I think this hurts even more, I don't care what "they" have to say about it, it just is!
:'(
I miss you so much!
I had to make the hardest decision of my life on Thursday. I've posted a lot of photos of Jack over the last five years, but this one was on the last day of his life. I didn't know losing a pet could hurt this damn bad. He was my baby. I miss you, Jack
Supplemental:
It's been over two months now. This photo isn't an aesthetic masterpiece. The lighting isn't perfect, the editing was done on an iPhone only, the photo is not going to be nominated for a Pulitzer or win a first prize. I submitted this photo into WAY to many groups, and some of them will probably kick it out because of this. It's been over two months now and the gaping hole in my heart still feels infinite and unfixable. If time does heal, than it needs to get busy, because this sucks. He was my bright spot. Jack made me feel special. He was a light in an otherwise dark tunnel. My daily life is now filled with the constant pang of loss and sad memories like this one. I want as many people as possible to see his beautiful, perfect face. To me, he was the embodiment of everything good and pure and flawless. He lit up my darkest places and now he is gone. My soul feels so heavy.
Losing a pet isn't supposed to hurt as bad as losing a human right? So, am I weird, or is that just a bunch of bullshit. Probably both. I think this hurts even more, I don't care what "they" have to say about it, it just is!
:'(