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Day Twelve
Day Twelve 1-10-11
"Oh, got no reason, got not shame. Got no family I can blame. Just don't let me disappear. I'mma tell you everything," One Republic. Not much to say today. Didn't get enough sleep. Didn't get to see all the people I wanted to. Things are slipping through my fingers, and I'm letting them, but that's not unusual. It feels like I'm fading, and there's nothing I can quite do to stop it; sometimes I don't want to stop it, I wonder how easy my life would be if I just throw my morality and memories out the door. I wish I could close my eyes and sleep, and when I would wake up everything would be fine. Such a childish wish. I'll grow up, one way or another.
Day Twelve
Day Twelve 1-10-11
"Oh, got no reason, got not shame. Got no family I can blame. Just don't let me disappear. I'mma tell you everything," One Republic. Not much to say today. Didn't get enough sleep. Didn't get to see all the people I wanted to. Things are slipping through my fingers, and I'm letting them, but that's not unusual. It feels like I'm fading, and there's nothing I can quite do to stop it; sometimes I don't want to stop it, I wonder how easy my life would be if I just throw my morality and memories out the door. I wish I could close my eyes and sleep, and when I would wake up everything would be fine. Such a childish wish. I'll grow up, one way or another.