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363.365 : under

We've made it up to the cabin after a daunting ride in to Big Bear. The recent storms have made the the roads a fun little adventure. Despite the freezing landscape, the cabin is big and cozy and warm.

 

This is my third to last shot of my 365. I'm starting to feel anxious about it ending. You do something for so long that the routine and the creative craziness is comforting. You learn to love the the time limitations and the panic that sets in when you dont have an idea. I'm worried that the big old world on the other side of my lens is going to swallow me up if I don't stay in my little viewfinder kingdom.

 

I wonder if there are support groups for those who have completed their Project365 and need to talk about their feelings since they quit. I hear that it's a hard habit to kick. But as I slowly creep back into a life beyond 365, I will carry with me the many introspective discoveries I've made and keep the friends that got me through.

 

I think Red said it best in that one movie about prison (you know which one I'm talking about) :

"These walls are funny. First you hate 'em, then you get used to 'em. Enough time passes, you get so you depend on them. That's institutionalized."

 

Corey was here.

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Taken on December 30, 2010