Spring to Life
Hi, I just wanted to thank everyone for the well wishes on my last post. I didn't want to worry anyone so I thought I just explain what is going on. I've been having some heart palpatations recently which in itself is not unusual for me. They have just been going on longer than normal. I went to the emergency room on Sunday for them and they are still the same kind I always get that are not suppose to be harmful to me at all. My only concern was for how long they have been going for.
To give some background information on me also, I had a congential heart defect when I was born which was a hole between the two ventricles. They repaired that when I was 27. Also, I already had two bouts of cancer at age 20 and 31. I am 38 years old now. So with all my medical problems, I have developed some anxiety about them that I deal with now.
I know that my palpatations mean really nothing in my head but the emotional part of me is not so sure all the time. I am going to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks to just check them out to be sure but the answer will just be that is how my heart works and it will be something I just have to live with. I will say though, that I'm really tired just living with these things all the time.
Basically, I'm not totally myself right now and I don't like being on flickr when I'm like this. It is an enjoyable thing for me and I don't want it to feel like a chore so I decided I would just take a break. So the reason for my break is basically stupid me worrying about things that really don't need to be worried about. I do enough worrying for myself, so no need for any of you to join in (lol). ;^)
I thought I would post this shot I got yesterday. It is my first flower shot of the season and I hope everyone enjoys. :^)
No need to comment but I thought I would leave the option open if anyone wanted to this time.
Thanks for caring! :^)
Spring to Life
Hi, I just wanted to thank everyone for the well wishes on my last post. I didn't want to worry anyone so I thought I just explain what is going on. I've been having some heart palpatations recently which in itself is not unusual for me. They have just been going on longer than normal. I went to the emergency room on Sunday for them and they are still the same kind I always get that are not suppose to be harmful to me at all. My only concern was for how long they have been going for.
To give some background information on me also, I had a congential heart defect when I was born which was a hole between the two ventricles. They repaired that when I was 27. Also, I already had two bouts of cancer at age 20 and 31. I am 38 years old now. So with all my medical problems, I have developed some anxiety about them that I deal with now.
I know that my palpatations mean really nothing in my head but the emotional part of me is not so sure all the time. I am going to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks to just check them out to be sure but the answer will just be that is how my heart works and it will be something I just have to live with. I will say though, that I'm really tired just living with these things all the time.
Basically, I'm not totally myself right now and I don't like being on flickr when I'm like this. It is an enjoyable thing for me and I don't want it to feel like a chore so I decided I would just take a break. So the reason for my break is basically stupid me worrying about things that really don't need to be worried about. I do enough worrying for myself, so no need for any of you to join in (lol). ;^)
I thought I would post this shot I got yesterday. It is my first flower shot of the season and I hope everyone enjoys. :^)
No need to comment but I thought I would leave the option open if anyone wanted to this time.
Thanks for caring! :^)