Bang your head on a wall and call it a day.

“Stress is basically a disconnection from the earth, a forgetting of the breath. Stress is an ignorant state. It believes that everything is an emergency. Nothing is that important. Just lie down.”

-Natalie Goldberg

 

“Sometimes when people are under stress, they hate to think, and it's the time when they most need to think.”

-Bill Clinton

 

If you couldn't tell already, I'm stressed out. :/

 

Everything in my life is a stress. Even things that I love, like taking photos and putting them on Flickr... I'm stressed out about not posting enough!!!

I'm playing Lacrosse right now and I don't get home until 5:30ish which then, the rest of my day is packed with homework.

 

I'm doing terrible in my classes and I just want to cry and make this all go away.

Senior year is just one giant stress.

 

6 days until my 18th birthday.

3 months until I graduate.

5 months until I move out.

6 months until I start college.

 

I feel like everyone is depending one me, like I NEED to fix everyone elses problems.

No matter how much fun I have, I still have this incredible weight on my shoulders, or thoughts in the back of my head.

 

I'm sorry I haven't been posting, I will when I can.

 

Update on life:

I love Lacrosse.

I went to a dance club last night and it was super fun!

Skydiving is probably not going to happen for my birthday anymore, considering my parent's financial situation :/

 

I've become antisocial again, I feel like I'm losing the people that I love the most... if you're reading this, I'm so sorry, I'm trying...It's just so hard right now. Please forgive me.

 

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Texture: www.flickr.com/photos/telzey/1262382737/in/set-7215760365...

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