Rachel Baran
Transience
I think I felt compelled to make this because I've been in such a weird state of mind lately, like.
I've been remembering my dreams a lot more than usual, probably because I've been waking up more than usual (I have this problem where I sleep on top of my arms and they lose feeling so then I wake up and flop around for a while like a fish until they come back online, like at least twice a night...it's kind of painful, actually. It's an issue. Anyways.) It just gets me thinking since I love remembering dreams probably because they're so brief and impossible and kind of meaningless, kind of like life. **wooOooOo*. But really like, I've been developing this thing where I can't justify buying things or eating things if they're not completely necessary (or just really rad. Chocolate cake here's lookin at you kid), because material things are so transient. Like dreams. Full circle, wutt. And I think my mindset's good, in a way, because it's not real wasteful I guess, but at the same time I think there's a certain importance of enjoying those transient things because like, we don't know the point of all this living and shit, so maybe we are meant to enjoy everything that's fleeting and meaningless.
Swear to god I'm not high, I think my brain just always looks like that fried egg in those infomercials about brains on drugs :L
~~The ocean's from Oregon, again; been skulking through them albums lately if it isn't pretty obvious. And if the added me looks familiar then I owe you a big thank you for following me for so long :) it's one of the outtakes from this photo from a while back. This is one of those one-in-a-million moments when my photo-hoarding actually paid off, and I'm loving it so much. Except now this is just reinforcing my belief that I can never ever delete a photo ever, so...not going to think about it.
Sorry for the mind-vomit, as always. But I don't think I am sorry so sorry I'm not sorry. Happy Thirstday. Drank up and all that. Water, a course. Winkz*
Nehh neh, love y'all, be safe, be tru, be u <3
Transience
I think I felt compelled to make this because I've been in such a weird state of mind lately, like.
I've been remembering my dreams a lot more than usual, probably because I've been waking up more than usual (I have this problem where I sleep on top of my arms and they lose feeling so then I wake up and flop around for a while like a fish until they come back online, like at least twice a night...it's kind of painful, actually. It's an issue. Anyways.) It just gets me thinking since I love remembering dreams probably because they're so brief and impossible and kind of meaningless, kind of like life. **wooOooOo*. But really like, I've been developing this thing where I can't justify buying things or eating things if they're not completely necessary (or just really rad. Chocolate cake here's lookin at you kid), because material things are so transient. Like dreams. Full circle, wutt. And I think my mindset's good, in a way, because it's not real wasteful I guess, but at the same time I think there's a certain importance of enjoying those transient things because like, we don't know the point of all this living and shit, so maybe we are meant to enjoy everything that's fleeting and meaningless.
Swear to god I'm not high, I think my brain just always looks like that fried egg in those infomercials about brains on drugs :L
~~The ocean's from Oregon, again; been skulking through them albums lately if it isn't pretty obvious. And if the added me looks familiar then I owe you a big thank you for following me for so long :) it's one of the outtakes from this photo from a while back. This is one of those one-in-a-million moments when my photo-hoarding actually paid off, and I'm loving it so much. Except now this is just reinforcing my belief that I can never ever delete a photo ever, so...not going to think about it.
Sorry for the mind-vomit, as always. But I don't think I am sorry so sorry I'm not sorry. Happy Thirstday. Drank up and all that. Water, a course. Winkz*
Nehh neh, love y'all, be safe, be tru, be u <3