And I Love You So

I have been holding this photo for sometime, making way for other new photos. Other reason was, I can't seem to finish the story I'm about to share with you due to my hectic schedule in SL / RL and I need to have a quiet time for me to recall my conversation, environment, etc. This week has been another busy day for me in both world. SL is doing the Shop and Hop Christmas 2019 and I went to all the six sim. The lag is crazy; it is like you are walking in a swamp! I have to SFO and I knocked a few of av's accidentally. I know by now I'm in their wanted list haha... but I said sorry though. So, I told myself I'm not going to shop or buy new hair anymore, unfortunately I can't resist the temptation. I bought a few clothes and ....... lots of hairs! OMG, I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I have many hairs I have yet to wear from many years ago, WTH? I also have a lot of unpacking to do with the TSS, Shop Hop and not to mentioned the gifts I collected at some event / advent.

 

Anyway, I was thinking of a sim to go to and I remember this sim I went to a long time ago. I was so happy because it is still there. I can't believe it! So, I walked around to see which spot that I want. I had an idea of what photo to shoot but when I passed this bridge; I thought this one is perfect for me and I found the perfect angle unexpectedly. I thought of changing my clothes but I'm a 70's girl at heart so I stick to this style. This is yet another fast photo for me to shoot.

 

So my good friend told me he made a female alt and not to tell who he is in my Flickr. Hehe... of course I won't. I never mentioned the real name of the person and only make up their nickname unless they won't mind. So, he was telling me he made the female alt and log her in. Damn it, his female alt was so hot, beautiful and very stylish! She made me look and feel like a crap and also like I'm wearing "hands me down" clothes standing next to him / her. I feel so insecure with my av's lol. Seriously, I look like a "good girl" while his looks like a girl ready to a party and a trend setter! Damn you hot guy or girl! LOL. He made me question my taste. Ah, it's no wonder why there's more male designer than a female, not to mentioned the chef, hair stylish, fashion consultant, everything and anything that to do with beauties, etc.

 

So when he asked me how was his female alt. I have no choice but to tell him that his female is hot etc.!! Dang it, he must be so happy that I fan his ego! But really, his female alt are just perfect! He told me the reason he made her was because he wants to see, how he would look like or dress her up if he is a female in SL. Then he assured me he is a guy in RL. I said I don't care whoever she or he is or anyone's real identity in RL, that's none of my biz! Beside I'm not going to form any sexual relationship with any of them except friendship.

 

I have another friend who is a guy in RL. using a female alt in SL to become a dom and dancer. This guy is so so so sensitive, I almost removed him from my friend's list twice! But I kept on giving him a chance because I don't talk to him that often and he is hardly online. We did had an argument and one of it over him not happy that I don't like and never listen to his kind of music, can you believe it? I mean it is up to me to like any song / tune that I want or enjoy. Why force it on me? He apologised to me a few times and after that when he talked to me, I didn't say much or give my opinion on whatever we talked about because I don't want to deal with another argument. It is not worth my time and energy. But we had a nice conversation over a guy that we both know and think is creepy.

 

This is the LM for this photo. The name of the sim is Hazardous - tiny.cc/61dvhz

 

This is one of my fav's oldies song and perfect for this song - And I Love You So By Don MCLean - tiny.cc/mndvhz

 

And yes I know how loveless life can be

The shadows follow me

And the night won't set me free

But I don't let the evening get me down

Now that you're around me

And I love you so

The people ask me how

How I've lived till now

I tell them "I don't know"

 

Done