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Amidst all this suffering III
Due to intense harm and evil choices of others you are faced with so much darkness, devastation, difficulty, physical and emotional pain and suffering, unpredictability, fear, terror and so many other challenges that almost completely crush you which you are unable to express with words. And amidst all this suffering, when it feels like too much and you want to quit trying to survive, you work to keep looking for light and moving forward in healthy ways even when it seems impossible. Thank you for pressing on at a pace appropriate for you by working to care for yourself through many forms of nourishment, working to receive healthy support through God’s faithfulness and people who deeply care for you, through rest, tears, and graceful acknowledgment of truth and reality. You still have a long way to go on this journey and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
#NotetoSelf
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These images were created simply using my phone during two of my recent hospitalizations for some intense difficulties following a very overwhelming procedure which all stems from and activates the effects of childhood trauma/abuse. This was one of my efforts to try to help myself cope during this extremely challenging time.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.”
John 1:5
[this series of images created on 6-13 & 17-2023]
Amidst all this suffering III
Due to intense harm and evil choices of others you are faced with so much darkness, devastation, difficulty, physical and emotional pain and suffering, unpredictability, fear, terror and so many other challenges that almost completely crush you which you are unable to express with words. And amidst all this suffering, when it feels like too much and you want to quit trying to survive, you work to keep looking for light and moving forward in healthy ways even when it seems impossible. Thank you for pressing on at a pace appropriate for you by working to care for yourself through many forms of nourishment, working to receive healthy support through God’s faithfulness and people who deeply care for you, through rest, tears, and graceful acknowledgment of truth and reality. You still have a long way to go on this journey and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
#NotetoSelf
_________________
These images were created simply using my phone during two of my recent hospitalizations for some intense difficulties following a very overwhelming procedure which all stems from and activates the effects of childhood trauma/abuse. This was one of my efforts to try to help myself cope during this extremely challenging time.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.”
John 1:5
[this series of images created on 6-13 & 17-2023]