counting #6

I'm a visual person

 

that's why I

'm

having

trouble understanding

physics but if

you

're describing wh

at you'd do to me

my

mind

takes an

instant photo of

that.so

 

if you see

me be

a beggar

of hearts

notoftongues

 

the forgiveness I ask from God equals to one || more stolen 'thank you's

 

when I don't

humble myself God puts

a

mirror in front

&

me and Him have a special relationship: He's my Father.

and I love Him. and He loves me & He loves all of us.

 

what biggest gift has love to gift than freedom

 

grandma,

since I lost you I felt lost and

alone and

never alone at

the same

time

 

on which chamber of my heart are you

cause love doesn't

hide

and you

're not to be

found | there'

s

one filled with

sadness and

joy and nothing

ness

other

with oxygen other

with

blood & poetry other

with foolishness-es so

there's only space

for you in

my dreams but

there

I can

't control when

you're coming or

leaving or

what

you'll say to me

 

even

when I

miss you I

can't

because you

're with

me

and it hurts because I know this for

a fact in

my heart's 1st

chamber but

you can't say anything to me those

are the

rules

now

 

sometimes I wish you feel so much happiness when your bare foot touches the grass of

heaven

that splendor will

beat

love in

rock paper scissors

 

grandma,

here on earth

I have to be an adult now

I'm almost 33

and

wanted to let you know

I'm trying

Done