*Kristene
not enough time on day 271
sorry for all the boring face shots lately~ this was snapped right before work this morning! Got to leave at 4 today to head up to the city (SF) to see My Chemical Romance! Woohoo! it was fun! (they made us take our cameras back to the car or i would have taken my shot there) we were going to explore and take some picts after but it was late and freezing and we still had a long drive! So we came home~ now i'm gona crawl in bed it's 1:10 my ears are ringing and i'm still cold. i'll be back in the am to add my stuff!
..ok i'm up~ not bad, it's 9:30. that's actually really good for me! i'm always up early~ no work today! (mandatory day off~ they cut hours 32/wk, lame)
*for those who are interested in MCR~one of my favs.i really want to do a picture like that too~ like the girl w/the ballet/black lace n makeup w/roses! it's been on my mind a bit~ i think it would look cool!
i say sorry too much~ it seems i've been insecure lately, like a lot! so i say sorry, for everything! wtf! so sorry! lol j/k! no but really~ i'm just down~ need a new outfit er something i just feel lame! lotz of my clothes are too big and i just look silly w/my now baggy black dress pants! (for work)i don't exactly have any money to spend~my man's b-day is next week! the big 30!
gonna throw on some music and clean up a little~ i think that will put me in a better mood! i'll be back when i have something a little more positive to day! (i'm trying to be an optimist ~ha, ha good luck) they say it's all about attitude!
oh and step 6~i was once diagnosed as manic depressive~years ago~ ok but i've now manage to ween myself off of three heavy doses of meds. in the last year! am i getting better? or was i over medicated? if anyone is wondering~ zanex, lexipro, effexer. I do still have my zanex but i haven't been taking it! my doctor was amazed. but really~ is this why i'm feeling so week, so down lately? or am i past all that and this is just how it is? not really sure but i do know that after all the crap i've been through medically (my crohn's disease and my surgeries) i think it's awesome that i was able to get off the meds! i'd been on them for over 10 years~ different meds/ different doses! crazy hu? yes i am!
not enough time on day 271
sorry for all the boring face shots lately~ this was snapped right before work this morning! Got to leave at 4 today to head up to the city (SF) to see My Chemical Romance! Woohoo! it was fun! (they made us take our cameras back to the car or i would have taken my shot there) we were going to explore and take some picts after but it was late and freezing and we still had a long drive! So we came home~ now i'm gona crawl in bed it's 1:10 my ears are ringing and i'm still cold. i'll be back in the am to add my stuff!
..ok i'm up~ not bad, it's 9:30. that's actually really good for me! i'm always up early~ no work today! (mandatory day off~ they cut hours 32/wk, lame)
*for those who are interested in MCR~one of my favs.i really want to do a picture like that too~ like the girl w/the ballet/black lace n makeup w/roses! it's been on my mind a bit~ i think it would look cool!
i say sorry too much~ it seems i've been insecure lately, like a lot! so i say sorry, for everything! wtf! so sorry! lol j/k! no but really~ i'm just down~ need a new outfit er something i just feel lame! lotz of my clothes are too big and i just look silly w/my now baggy black dress pants! (for work)i don't exactly have any money to spend~my man's b-day is next week! the big 30!
gonna throw on some music and clean up a little~ i think that will put me in a better mood! i'll be back when i have something a little more positive to day! (i'm trying to be an optimist ~ha, ha good luck) they say it's all about attitude!
oh and step 6~i was once diagnosed as manic depressive~years ago~ ok but i've now manage to ween myself off of three heavy doses of meds. in the last year! am i getting better? or was i over medicated? if anyone is wondering~ zanex, lexipro, effexer. I do still have my zanex but i haven't been taking it! my doctor was amazed. but really~ is this why i'm feeling so week, so down lately? or am i past all that and this is just how it is? not really sure but i do know that after all the crap i've been through medically (my crohn's disease and my surgeries) i think it's awesome that i was able to get off the meds! i'd been on them for over 10 years~ different meds/ different doses! crazy hu? yes i am!