playing Lego?

SubhanaAllah wa Alhamdulillah, Allah masih ingatkan lagi dgn bnda ni.. bnda yg aku sgt anti dari dulu..

"attachment".. pfftt ==''

 

kenapa anti? sbb aku penah rasa..rasa sakitnye attached dgn manusia..sumpah tak osem langsung perasaan die okay..

 

back in Dublin, alaa mase zaman budak hingusan first year (eleh skrg pun hingusan gak, tapi mungkin bljar sikit2 lap 'hingus' sndiri, erk), i was soooo attached with akhawats, sikit2 tanya ukhti tu, sikit2 kompelin, emo dekat sister ni..call jauh2 pun sanggup, sampai mesir pun da tak kira dah,, yela, kat sane (Ireland) mane ade parents, lagi2 dgn org cam aku, yg memang bgtau every single things to ibu, so senang cite my akhawats will always be there for me la, whenever I need them..hadoi throwback, throwback...

 

 

"Try not to confuse 'attachment' with 'love'. Attachment is about fear and dependency, and has more to do with love of self than love of another. Love without attachment is the purest love because it isn't about what others can give you because you're empty. It is about what you can give others because you're already full." -Yasmin Mogahed-

 

'purest love'...Allahu..sentap..

for me,

purest love = love without attachment = ikhlas = love towards Him...fulsetop!

 

when we overly-attached to human and dunya.. tak nampak Allah dah,,sbb the first thing/person that appear in our mind, bila rase down sgt, sape eh?

ade terpikir nk curhat kat Allah dulu? hoho throwback lagi.. T_T

 

ukhti fillah,

bila rasa kasih, marah, benci bukan berpaksikan Allah lagi..

bila pergantungan kita, bukan total kepada Allah kini..

maka, atas dasar apakah ukhuwah kita?

masih ada hati mengaku berukhuwah fillah kerana Dia?

 

human and attachment, so much connected with 'possessiveness',

ok mungkin bukan semua,

(generalization tahap moksya weiii haha),

but based on my observation, dan experience aku sikit la, (wahaha tanak ngaku lagi nii)..

 

when we love ........... (pndai2 hang la isi tmpat kosong sndiri huu), tak kasi da orang lain sayang die jugak..kasih syg nnti berbelah bahagi katenye,

SubhanaAllah, ape ni kakak? ish ish ish *tepuk dahi*

 

tapi kita lupa, Allah tak pernah kedekut kasih syg kpd hamba2nya..

 

"Sesungguhnya Allah SWT jika mencintai seorang hamba, maka Dia memanggil malaikat Jibril dan berkata: "Wahai Jibril, aku mencintai orang ini maka cintailah dia!" Maka Jibril pun mencintainya, lalu Jibril mengumumkannya kepada seluruh penduduk langit dan berkata: "Wahai penduduk langit, sesungguhnya Allah mencintai orang ini, maka cintai dia." Maka seluruh penduduk langit pun mencintainya. Kemudian orang itu pun dicintai oleh segenap makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini." (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

 

because

love is to be shared and spread...

because Allah is All-Loving, Al-Wadood..

sangat mencintai hambanya, dan paling dicintai hambanya.. :')

 

mohonlah diri sendiri dan seluruh penduduk bumi,

untuk melepaskan kecintaan dunia kita.. be it..

 

 

bestfriends..

gadget..

usrati..

murobbi..eh eh

kakak tersayang..

(just name it ourselves, aite? heee)

 

psst..even our own 'Harun' okay.. ;)

 

i know, letting go of the attachment to the dunya is not easy, tapi cuba sama2 jom..

sebab..

attached to Allah je paling osem!

and the only solution.. ;)

 

moga Allah sentiasa bersihkan hati kita dari selain Dia, insyaAllah..

 

that's why..

tarbiyah Ireland mengajar aku..

to say a big NO-NO..

for letting me, meng-attached dgn sesape/sesuatu or even di-attached by them..

 

sebab aku penah rase,,

senangnye main cantum2 'lego',,tapi susahhhhhh sgt nk cabut balik.... ><'' Oh it just my random thought.. Random sgt dr budk setahun jagung... Hee

 

p/s im struggling..to loosen up the attachment with dearest kakak2 pmc, huhu ok ni paling susah so far :p

 

pp/s moga tabah hati tak berbelah bagi, ukhti.. ana tunggu enti balik, di hari yg Allah redha, hopefully, bfore ana balik ireland,,hugss ;)

Done