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When I become my worst enemy.

Neive Lane would've stared, stared at the hands of the woman, the hook and the eyepatch. The skin would've probably swell up again and have some empty holes around the area until it would heal once more. "I might." she mumbled "I might.. I might fall in love, I might murder someone, I might fuck.. But right now, nothing of that will happen.. cuz i'm TIED DOWN HERE..." she growled before she just started sobbing. "I.. its so hard.. Candy.. so so hard.." she cried "So darn fucking hard.. to.. I don't know. I'm raised to go to church on sunday and pray.. my only worries where to graduate and if this one fucking guy liked me.. Since I left Florida.. Everything changed.. everything.. its so hard.."”

 

Emmy 'Candy' Moretti places the hook and patch down onto the floor by her feet before clambering into cage with Neive, curling up beside her as hands moved to the brunettes face, fingers wiping up tears if any should spill ‘’you are tied down here because you were bad, you left us, I gave you chance to leave and you did not leave in time, from that point you became mine, My sister, I became yours, your sister.. You will be untied, You will be untied when you wake up and can see’’ she cooed face raising so she could brush her lips against the missing eye socket ‘’It’s hard I know, my family is catholic, you know this? my saint was rita and she were my strength, until i found strength in my demon.. Dominic does like you sweet heart, he knows you are family before you even did.. It’s hard… It’s so hard drowning to break the waters surface being Devoured to live.. You can do this though, you can do it for your family, for us’’

 

Neive Lane just kept crying, sobbing, feeling Emmy's fingers wipe them away. Nothing would be said, nothing at all. Just cry outs, small little breaths, that separated sobbing from more sobbing, from more tears falling down. "Ain't no use for running, seein' that train coming, it's bound to roll you down.." she hummed softly. And it was truth. As long the ropes where tied. She would be stringed up. It was life, life was a hard long road. And most people are jerks, who leave their hearts on the tracks. Neive had felt like she was made from stone, bone dried from bleeding. She had thought of leaving, but somehow her voice was taken from her mouth. She had been jerk, Neive and Mesch had been a couple of jerks, everyone was in a way. Neive couldn't fight it much longer, she needed to listen - she needed to wake up. She knew she needed to, but it was hard for her. Very hard. "I'm sorry.." she sobbed "I'm so sorry.. I'm a horrible person.."

 

Emmy 'Candy' Moretti smiled as the woman cried, fingers constantly brushing to mop up tears, over and over, Esme had done this for her once. When she had learnt of brothers death the green haired one had listened to her screams and cries and so Emmy now would do the same for Neive. The sorries were not meant for her. The words Neive said were hers to say to herself. The woman would grow. Would become stronger and Emmy would be there to watch from the side lines with a proud smile on her face. ‘’I am here for you Neive, I am here to hold you and carry you when you need it.. Just stop running away from the ones who love you’’ she moved her head, lips brushing against the woman’s temple, to her tear stained cheeks. Again and again she kissed gently to express some manner of comfort to the woman as scarred lips pressed to skin.

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Mayday! Mayday!

The ship is slowly sinking

They think I'm crazy but they don't know the feeling

They're all around me,

Circling like vultures

They wanna break me and wash away my colors

Wash away my colors

 

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away

Save me if I become

My demons

 

I cannot stop this sickness taking over

It takes control and drags me into nowhere

I need your help, I can't fight this forever

I know you're watching,

I can feel you out there

 

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away

Save me if I become

My demons

 

Take me over the walls below

Fly forever

Don't let me go

I need a savior to heal my pain

When I become my worst enemy

The enemy

 

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away

Save me if I become

 

My demons

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Uploaded on November 25, 2014