a warm corner of my heart
81014
The first time I've been cried my eyes out with joys and worries alike when receiving the job offer letter!
I was soooo excited and proud of myself, all my efforts and his were not wasted! then I looked forward to a brighter future, better and interesting working environment. Finally, I can say to myself that I'm confident to my abilities and what I am going to do!
That's extremely strange why I cried for sorrows more than happiness.
Because I cannot have it, I know I will be out sooner or later for an unexpected reason which is not my fault. I feel like losing everything, my hope for life, my motivation and strength.
I just wonder WHY ME?
81014
The first time I've been cried my eyes out with joys and worries alike when receiving the job offer letter!
I was soooo excited and proud of myself, all my efforts and his were not wasted! then I looked forward to a brighter future, better and interesting working environment. Finally, I can say to myself that I'm confident to my abilities and what I am going to do!
That's extremely strange why I cried for sorrows more than happiness.
Because I cannot have it, I know I will be out sooner or later for an unexpected reason which is not my fault. I feel like losing everything, my hope for life, my motivation and strength.
I just wonder WHY ME?