226/365. Stress.

And here we have.. actual footage of megan seriously stressing out because she couldn't figure out what to do for a 365 and nothing was working out and I still really like this location so its being published anywayyyy.

 

Its getting harder and harder for me to think of concepts. I'm putting so much of my energy and focus into figuring out how to be a wedding photographer. I'm learning posing and angles and everything there is to learn about wedding photography. I don't do fine art anymore... I'm consistently sick of photographing myself and I don't need to know how to better photograph myself, I need to know how to better photograph other people.

So why am I even doing this project? I don't know. I need to finish it though. Its like starting a book. You always have to finish a book if you start it because, well, then you'll not finish every book you start. And then it becomes really difficult to finish a book. Its the same principle.

 

Also I need some form of creative outlet, I suppose. In the midst of work work work work sometimes my 365s allow me to take time.

Although I definitely rush them. Taking a 365 used to be an hour or two-long ordeal. Now if its longer than 15 minutes I feel like I've failed. That might just be because I've totally streamlined the process so if I don't figure something out within a few shots, I know I'm not going to... but it might also be because I've gained confidence so I don't have to work so hard to look decent in a shot.

 

I don't know. I just finished a paper that took up all my thoughts for the last 5 days. Why don't I feel better? Why haven't I spent the last hour and a half sleeping? I had the chance.

Goodnight..

Done