Crystal Cranberry
Half without you
My best friend and companion of 10 years left me on saturday. Holly suffered from seizures and failed to make it out this time. I am completely lost and broken without her. I spent everyday with her for 10 years training and loving her. My step father got her for me as a gift and since then i have tried my best to show her kindness and love and give her the best possible life i could. There is more i wish i could have done and gave her but i think we all think like that when a loved one passes, right?
My step father passed last may and i am just hoping that she will be with him somewhere safe and i truly wish i will see them both one day.
Holly was full of life, love, and had such a kind soul. She instantly put a smile on my face and picked me up whenever i was feeling down. I would often go lay with her and rest my head on her chest to listen to her heart beat when i had anxiety attacks. It was calming and like the OA said "that is what you sound like". It wasn't just a heartbeat. It was her sound. She was a big reason for me to get up in a morning to see her waiting at the bottom of the stairs full of excitement and joy.
She will forever have my love and the most special place in my heart. Rest in peace my angel ♥
I'm sharing this picture of Holly. This is one of my favourites.
I would like to thank everyone on plurk for all their support and kind messages. You don't expect people to take time out of their day to send you lovely messages and let you know that they are there for you like those guys did. It warms my heart and only makes me want to spread that kind of love and support in the world ♥.
Half without you
My best friend and companion of 10 years left me on saturday. Holly suffered from seizures and failed to make it out this time. I am completely lost and broken without her. I spent everyday with her for 10 years training and loving her. My step father got her for me as a gift and since then i have tried my best to show her kindness and love and give her the best possible life i could. There is more i wish i could have done and gave her but i think we all think like that when a loved one passes, right?
My step father passed last may and i am just hoping that she will be with him somewhere safe and i truly wish i will see them both one day.
Holly was full of life, love, and had such a kind soul. She instantly put a smile on my face and picked me up whenever i was feeling down. I would often go lay with her and rest my head on her chest to listen to her heart beat when i had anxiety attacks. It was calming and like the OA said "that is what you sound like". It wasn't just a heartbeat. It was her sound. She was a big reason for me to get up in a morning to see her waiting at the bottom of the stairs full of excitement and joy.
She will forever have my love and the most special place in my heart. Rest in peace my angel ♥
I'm sharing this picture of Holly. This is one of my favourites.
I would like to thank everyone on plurk for all their support and kind messages. You don't expect people to take time out of their day to send you lovely messages and let you know that they are there for you like those guys did. It warms my heart and only makes me want to spread that kind of love and support in the world ♥.