Day 2791 - Day 235
Quite often I find a movie or a song will randomly pop in my head without having seen or heard it, and it somehow follows me around all day. But every once and a while I get that feeling that it came purposefully somehow- more than just a fleeting thought that attaches itself to me in a day.
This was my today. I remember watching this movie with my sister when it came on VHS. I still remember her laugh and how we rewound certain scenes to watch them over and over- how our sides hurt and how we quoted lines from this movie to one another for years after.
The day my sister passed I remember coming home and putting this movie in. I had literally just bought it on DVD, and as I lay in bed with it on a calmness came over me. Somehow I was able to not focus on my sister’s death or the sadness I felt. When I woke up I wanted it to all have been a dream. It was not. To this day I still fall asleep with a movie on, more so out of habit than anything else, but it started that day.
Today when this movie popped in my head, it just seemed like somewhere, somehow, my sister was thinking about me. Call me crazy, call me sentimental… but it made me smile as I shed a tear thinking about how we used to laugh. I miss you dear sister… I miss you…
Theme: Musings And Ramblings
Year Eight Of My 365 Project
Day 2791 - Day 235
Quite often I find a movie or a song will randomly pop in my head without having seen or heard it, and it somehow follows me around all day. But every once and a while I get that feeling that it came purposefully somehow- more than just a fleeting thought that attaches itself to me in a day.
This was my today. I remember watching this movie with my sister when it came on VHS. I still remember her laugh and how we rewound certain scenes to watch them over and over- how our sides hurt and how we quoted lines from this movie to one another for years after.
The day my sister passed I remember coming home and putting this movie in. I had literally just bought it on DVD, and as I lay in bed with it on a calmness came over me. Somehow I was able to not focus on my sister’s death or the sadness I felt. When I woke up I wanted it to all have been a dream. It was not. To this day I still fall asleep with a movie on, more so out of habit than anything else, but it started that day.
Today when this movie popped in my head, it just seemed like somewhere, somehow, my sister was thinking about me. Call me crazy, call me sentimental… but it made me smile as I shed a tear thinking about how we used to laugh. I miss you dear sister… I miss you…
Theme: Musings And Ramblings
Year Eight Of My 365 Project