saying farewell
to a home....
For months I have been "in and out", spending a lot of time "out", avoiding as much as possible awkwardness and enjoying my new love. This typical "long weekend" the family is out visiting her relatives and two days ago I suddenly realized this might be the last opportunity to spend the night enfemme in this house. I still hesitated a bit, I hadn't dressed up in almost 8 months... Gained weight and could also spend the night with my beautiful, sexy new love.
It took about 36h to decide, but eventually I took the chance. Fourteen years ago at Pentecost we visited this place, and bought it shortly after. It took 10 years to decide how to make the ground floor perfect, and after all the renovations that I supervised, and put a lot of labor in myself as well, and that I thought would make my home suited for the next 30 years, I am leaving. Now it is clear that despite all the work I put in here for her and for me to make it the place it is now, I will leave and give it to her. Although it hurts, and doesn't feel justified that I am the one leaving beause I was the one who made it possible to live here in the first place, and I was the one who put all the effort in to renovate the place, it also makes me realize new beginnings are to be made, and I may find a place better than this where my boys and I can enjoy time together and forget about the negative atmosphere that currently surrounds us...
Well, getting back to the pictures of today: for me it is clear now I need to get myself together, and go live more healthy: less post-midnight eating and drinking, take on a diet and cycle more to lose again about 10-15kg. But that said, there were still a couple of pics that worked out well enough to share.
This is one of them, I wear my crocolino skirt, gio FFN stockings and sock boots that I chose here to wear as ankle boots.
saying farewell
to a home....
For months I have been "in and out", spending a lot of time "out", avoiding as much as possible awkwardness and enjoying my new love. This typical "long weekend" the family is out visiting her relatives and two days ago I suddenly realized this might be the last opportunity to spend the night enfemme in this house. I still hesitated a bit, I hadn't dressed up in almost 8 months... Gained weight and could also spend the night with my beautiful, sexy new love.
It took about 36h to decide, but eventually I took the chance. Fourteen years ago at Pentecost we visited this place, and bought it shortly after. It took 10 years to decide how to make the ground floor perfect, and after all the renovations that I supervised, and put a lot of labor in myself as well, and that I thought would make my home suited for the next 30 years, I am leaving. Now it is clear that despite all the work I put in here for her and for me to make it the place it is now, I will leave and give it to her. Although it hurts, and doesn't feel justified that I am the one leaving beause I was the one who made it possible to live here in the first place, and I was the one who put all the effort in to renovate the place, it also makes me realize new beginnings are to be made, and I may find a place better than this where my boys and I can enjoy time together and forget about the negative atmosphere that currently surrounds us...
Well, getting back to the pictures of today: for me it is clear now I need to get myself together, and go live more healthy: less post-midnight eating and drinking, take on a diet and cycle more to lose again about 10-15kg. But that said, there were still a couple of pics that worked out well enough to share.
This is one of them, I wear my crocolino skirt, gio FFN stockings and sock boots that I chose here to wear as ankle boots.