Missing my mother... my beautiful virita

Today it has been one of the hardest days for me, missing my mother so much :(

 

www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4XKzkDsb0g

 

Today I felt so lost

so lonely

I was in pain...

the greatest pain I had felt since you been gone.

and mother, I cried.

I needed someone to be with me

because I felt afraid to be alone with this pain...

I search high and low for an open ear to listen,

and I found that kindness in a stranger.

I talked to her about you,

about how beautiful you were

and how much you loved life

and about how much

I

miss

you...

 

and mother,

she listened

then she talked to me

and for that moment

I didn't feel alone.

 

Her kindness touched my heart so deeply

and I thanked her

and walked away...

 

I went and set under the sakura tree

where I go to every time I am sad

and then I cried mother so hard

so uncontrollably

and I knew I just had to let all the tears out

... all the pain.

 

I miss you my beautiful virita

I miss you so much.

 

Blog Post

fromthecenterofmyheart.blogspot.com/2017/07/remember-lily...

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